mellee

Finally!

2011-12-21T01:52:00.002+01:00

I'll be flying off in a few hours time!! YAAYYYY
The day to leave Holland has finally come hehehe
Bas and i will be going to Singapore first before flying off to Jakarta on the 24th.
We'll be in sg to visit my grandfather and the rest of the family.

These past months have been really hectic. Moving, finishing everything for school and lots and lots of paperwork!
I would probably have to do this all over again if i ever plan to move to Asia for good. Ughhhh it's a nightmare!
Told bubs that he's gonna have to hire someone in to do the paperwork cause i ain't doing thaaaat again!

Yesterday, bubs' sister Chantal organised a surprise party for us. Family and friends came over to say goodbye and we got lots of little gifts to remember everyone by. Yesterday was really awesome and we both feel really loved :) Chan, if you are reading this, thanks for all the effort, we really appreciate it! Pics will be up another time, i don't have them yet.

For the Dutch people, I've made another blog kinda thing. The link is www.mellee.waarbenjij.nu

Ok that's it. Off to Singapore!!

-ourfirstadventuretogether

5 more weeks!

2011-11-13T22:00:00.004+01:00

With 5 more weeks to go, time is catching up! My exam week ended last Friday.
I hope that bf and i passed everything so that we are able to stay longer in Asia!
I was making a list just now, of the things i should pack.
OMG i have to think of sooooo many things!
It will be really FML if i forget something cause its not like 'oh, never mind, i'll be back in a month' NO..its a YEARRRR!
My knowledge about myself tells me i am bound to forget something. =_=

The time has also almost come to bid farewell to our lil appartement. Just 1 more month..
I've had a really nice time living there :)
Speaking of which.. time to pack up those things too!
oh damn here we go again...
This year, i've moved house 4 times and i'm getting quite sick of it.

The weather forecast of this upcoming winter is quite bad. Some said that it would be -23 degrees.
But, people could be wrong cause they said that we were gonna have a 'hot' summer too.
Oh did it? i didn't notice a thangggggg.
Boy oh boy am i glad to be out of this godforsaken country soon hehehehehe

This morning i woke up at 7am to Skype with my grandpa and family in Singapore.
He's in hospital, poor thing.
Got me worried sick but luckily he's ok.
Even though he didn't say much, it was nice chatting to him ^^

Ohhhh totally random before i forget.

Conversation with bf this morning.
Me: why did you on the tv when you are not even watching it and turned it to mute?
He: i turned it on for you! Avatar weekend!
Me: How am i gonna watch/listen with the sound off?
He: you want sound?
Me: no.
He: YOU WOMEN ARE SO CONFUSING!!!!! *jackiechan.jpg

Thats it for now, i'm too lazy to upload pics! There needs to be an easier wayyyyyy!

Stone Cold Steve Austin baby

2011-09-27T10:59:00.006+02:00

My life has been pretty boring lately.
School most of the time and i haven't been skipping alot of classes.
Super proud of myself! Actually the main reason is that i hope to leave holland ASAP!

Luckily last year went well and I'm allowed to go to Indo. Will get confirmation from school on October first and i will book my ticket in a few days!
I still have tons of stuff to do though.. visa, vaccines..and stuff.
Like the Dutch say " This joke is gonna be expensive".
Vaccines are freaking 150eu or something! For 1 damn injection! I guess i have to take malaria pills too cause mosquitos just love me.

On Saturday morning, i woke up with bf next to me and i was like I'M GONNA GO PACK MY LUGGAGE.
He was still sleepy and was like huh? where are you going to?
I said i was going to Indonesia and he was like but we're going in December!
Me: LET'S GO NOWWWWWWWW
He: =__= *turns around and ignores me*

That's how much i wanna go. :(

So yesterday bf was telling me how i have a natural wrestling talent (might have something to do with the fact that i used to watch WWF with my sister and cousin :p) and he taught me how to chokehold someone.
Bad move, cause he couldn't get out of my chokehold hahaha and he was like 'OHNOOO I'VE CREATED A MONSTERRRR' 'LEMME GOOOOO'

After i let him go he was like so thats what you gotta do when some idiot wants to attack you ok? I was like why would i be lying on the floor with the one that wants to attack me?! Bf said Just kick him in the balls and strike his neck so that he'll go knock out! After that, sit on top of him and pull his neck to the back just for the heck of it and maybe you could let a fart in his face and pee all over him too.

He has a creative imagination.

Ok thats it for now.

I WANNA GO ASIAAAAAAAAAAA

When one door closes another one opens

2011-08-14T21:09:00.005+02:00

and just like that, everything fell into place.

The previous post has been so depressing! Time to update and bf has been nagging at me to update for like ages!
I have been really busy these past months! (NO,REALLY.)

I had 8 weeks of internship at AC Ryan Europe B.V. , a company that sells media players.
After the 8 weeks of internship i was offered a summer job there.
I've got 1 more week to go, last day of work is next Friday and after that it's back to school!
Sad to say that the money i've earned vanished instantly into thin air hahaha.
Not because of my spending, but because of college fees and plane ticket to sg/indo!
College fees are up by a 100 euros! DAMNIT. *wails*

As for looking for a place to stay, i'm happy to announce that the bf and i are living together now and we've found a nice lil place to stay!

The living room! Pic taken ages ago and I'm too lazy to take a new one ghehe

I've got a walk-in closet too! #everywomansdream
PLUS i got a new shoe rack cause my old one good enough for 30pairs was not big enough hihi.
I really love this place and it's a shame that we gotta move out in December because we're going to Asia for a year!

On the other hand, i CANT WAIT to go!! School in Indo for 4 months and 4 months internship in sg!
The remaining 4 months or so are for traveling around :D
CANTWAITCANTWAITTTTT
I hope to go to taiwan, korea, japan, thailand and other neighboring countries!
thats why I'm working my ass off now.

And this is how the post abruptly ends cause I'm gonna back cookies! OMNOMNOM

Back to square 1

2011-06-21T23:22:00.003+02:00

Havent been blogging even though i think about it often.
I've been so busy lately. I'm currently in my 8th or 9th week of internship.. so i've been working from 0900-1730 4 days a week.
Mondays are for school..i hardly go though.

So here is a funny story.
I live in a 2 storey appartement with 6 others.
I moved to a bigger room 3 weeks ago, and my friend moved to my 'old' room as his parents have gone to Germany..
2 weeks ago, my landlord decided to finally tell us that he fucking sold the appartement and that we had till the end of the month to move out. oh yeah BTW, he was negotiating with the buyer about a month and a half ago.

WTF SERIOUSLY.

i really cant believe there people like him exist.
He didn't even have the decency to tell us he was CONSIDERING or PLANNING to sell the house and freaking still let my friend and i move. FOR 1 TEENY MONTH so that he could still earn the 1 month rent from us.

I just moved, i finally had a place i felt comfortable in..and now this happens. GREAT.

I feel like i'm back to square 1.
All these months of living on a budget..All these months of worrying about money..all these months gone by without shopping for a single thing..all these months without eating out. buying new carpet for my new room..buying a new bed/sofa so vi could come and sleep over..ALL FOR NOTHING.
In the end i still have to move. I thought i had a nice place to live in until i was going to Indonesia and Singapore..but no.

I'm so tired. when will it stop?
I've been working so hard to be independent and happy and in a wink of an eye, everything is gone.

Because of 1 selfish bastard who decided to sell the appartement, 7 people have become homeless. And he?
Well he just 'pai pai pi gu' and leaves without a care in the world.

Funny huh.

Why my boyfriend is better than yours

2011-03-29T03:46:00.007+02:00

Helloooo!

Can't believe how i tell myself to blog more often and end up leaving my blog to rot for a few weeks or months -__-"
Procrastinating like shit but it's ok, in the next issue of Quest there will be an article about Procrastinating and how it can be 'cured'.

How do i know?

cause i can predict the future muahahaha xD

Soo,,,, i thought i should blog so that the super-negative-most-recent-post will be moved 'down'.
Subject? Why my bf is better than yours hihi ^^
no really, i'm serious.
Not sure if he'll agree to me posting all this shit what i'm about to post, but ohwell, i guess i'll deal with it later xD

I was sick a few days ago and i was throwing up and having a fever while bf was playing bball.
When he came to know that i was sick,he drove over to my place and spent the night taking care of me and stuff.
His mom texted me and told me to go over their place so that she could look after me as she had 2 days off.
SWEET RIGHT?! I KNOWWWW!
So the next day, i thought i was fine, so i went to school. NOTTTT!
OMG, worse feeling ever. Luckily i only had like 2 hours of class, so bf and i went back to his place.
I got into my PJ's and fell asleep like immediately after that.

Suddenly, i woke up to the sound of bf walking up the stairs and he was like all big smile with a bag in his hand.
Turns out, he secretly went back to my place to get some of my stuff, including my *ahem*stuffedtoy*ahem*
so that 'i could sleep better'!! i was so touched can. =)

Ohhh and i have this saying (well not mine, Garfield's) that i always tell him

' love me, feed me and never leave me'

i always emphasize the 'feed me' part hahahahahaha.
We were napping 1 day, and i heard him mumbling 'hold you, love you, -pauze- never leave you'
confronted him when he woke up, but he didn't remember saying anything like that.

Ohh and we're both so lame that we failed each others 'test'. HAHAHAHA
That's why we're perfect for each other *wink*

Besides being so nice to me, always giving in, and loving me, he also ALWAYS stands by me =)
Everytime when i'm feeling low, he never fails to cheer me up. Kudos to him for being forever positive.
Damnnn, which reminds me, i need to start reading ' The Secret' again!!!

I hope that wasn't too mushy. Positive stuff needs to be blogged too!!

AND also,

About a week ago, lil Dean puked all over himself and didn't have any clean clothes so his mum had wrapped him in a T-shirt of hers. When we came back, i was like why didn't you look in our closet for my clothes? She was like ' i did, cause you're the littlest of our family but i couldn't find anything!'

It meant a lot to me that she considers me as family. She's such a sweety. She even specially bought 'Maria Cookies' ( hokkien= money pia) for me when i was sick cause she knew i wouldn't have any appetite. (i was throwing up everything BLEHHHH)

Sweetypie but also stinkypoo Dean!
He always smiles at bf and i, cause we're AWESOME LIKE THAT.AHUH.

his dad is such a sweety also!

I was leaving for my own place the other day and kissed his dad goodbye.
He was like ' ohh you going home??'
me: 'yeahhh, see ya Friday!'
he: Whyy are you leaving? cant you stay?
me: well, i need to be at my own place too or else i'll be paying rent for nothing!
he: ' why don't you just move out and come move in with us here?!' 'isn't that a good idea?'

*Yelled at his wife and Bf* HEYYY THATS A GOOD IDEA ISN'T IT?!

not to mention his grandma who let us stay at her place for some time...
She cried in Dec when i told her i was going back to Oosterhout for the Christmas holidays..Awwwwww
Last weekend, bf and i went out with grandma to have lunch and do some groceries.
She's always like forcing us to buy junkfood and stuff! Ever met someone who will get mad and yell at you if you don't buy junkfood? :p

So the conclusion of this post is that i feel blessed to have such a nice and sweet bf and family. More love needs to go around the world!! Spread the love people!

Totally irrelevant long-overdue-photos!!

New Year @ Peter's a.k.a. bf2 place! We all managed to stay sober! WAAUUWWW!

Pics taken @ Winnie's place, Lisa's bday

Cool huh. artsy fartsy. SATC/GG -like :p

<33

And just to gross everyone out....

HIHIHIHI

ok, bye!

- myeverything

Today my life begins

2011-02-21T11:32:00.006+01:00

Hello! i'm finally back!

As usual, i've been meaning to blog, but something else comes up everytime hihi.
sooooo.....i'm blogging in class now! >_<

for most people the year has just begun but for me, alot has happened these few months and it feels like i'm in year 2012 now.
To sum up:
- I had a HUGE fight with my mum on Christmas eve
- Moved out
-Looked for my own place
-Found it
-Moved in
- Spent Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year without my family

So yeah, that pretty sums everything up. Oh and BEFORE you decide to ask me to call my mum and apologize, for whatever reason

DON'T

.

I've been dealing with this shit for as long as my mum and i are fighting. Aunts and uncles asking me to call and stuff because
"SHE IS YOUR MOTHER" and " YOU ARE YOUNGER"

So the hell what?!

Being my mother does not mean she could treat me the way she did. I'm certainly not going to apologize cause you know what?

I DID NOTHING WRONG, dipshit.
So don't give me crap when you don't even know the whole story/situation.

Ok, enough ranting.

Now about my crib!
The location is pretty good! It's at Rotterdam Blaak, just 2 minutes away from the train and subway station.
The room is kinda small, but it's enough for me. I'm not that big anyway.
My room is also quite pink! I didn't know i had so much pink stuff.
It's only a shame that i live on the fourth story, that's like 10 stairs up!
I think of it as exercise..soon, i'll have a kim kardashian/ jennifer lopez ass but firmer!
Moving was a pain in the arse!! Luckily i had bf, bf2 and Hing helping me :)
Will post pics as soon as i find my pinkberry cable!

It is true that when you are going through hard times, you will know who your true friends are.
The ones that stand behind you, the ones that help you, the ones that lend you their shoulders to lean on and for them, I'm thankful.
Special credits to my bf who stands by me all the time, no matter what and no matter what time it is.
(He was working and rushed to pick me up at 3am)
So, that was another lesson learnt. For those so-called 'friends' I've learnt not to waste too much time on them.

Hmm what else?

oh yeah,

I've got more weekend than school!!!!!!

2 days school, the rest nothing, nothing at all. SHIOK.
I gotta look for an internship though.

AND

My Princess is an awesome kdrama!! <3

That's is for now i guess. will try try to blog more often :)

tata!

i will break these chains that bind me,
Happiness will find me,
Leave the past behind me,
Today my life begins..
A whole new world is waiting
It's mine for the taking
I know i can make it
Today my life begins..

busy as a bee!

2011-01-19T19:04:00.002+01:00

Except there are no bees during winter ha-ha-ha.
I'm so busy!! have alot of things going on at the moment, got alot to blog about but i don't have timeee!!

and when i do, i tend to find napping more important hihi ^^

Anywayssss! exams coming up! so i'll blog about everything after the exams!!

xoxo!

The ups and downs in life

2010-11-23T22:21:00.001+01:00

someone once told me that life would be meaningless if there were only ups in life and no downs

i dunno, still debating with myself on that

total disappointment

2010-11-22T22:04:00.003+01:00

you know what i hate most is being lied to.

when i found them in your bag and you said they weren't yours,
i believed you
when my friends saw you outside and you said you did not,
i believed you
yeah i found out you lied..what excuse am i gonna get from you now?
just keep in mind that our father died from it.

just sayin.

Fucked up

2010-11-13T23:41:00.004+01:00

I was gonna blog about something nice but it's amazing how 1 thing can ruin your 'happy feeling' in just a snap. Then I'll feel like the whole world is against me and everything that bothered me will surface. Lastly, I'll lash out at everyone around me and be a total bitch.

Yeah that pretty sums up my feelings for now.

I think that there are boundaries on what could and what should not be blogged about. I don't think it's right to lash out at my family but holding it all in is like so hard. But, i'll refrain from doing that in case i feel bad (i usually do) afterwards.

Sometimes i just think that if my father were still alive, things would be so much different. I'm not putting the blame on him on the fact that he passed away, it's not that he could do anything about it. He would have wanna live to see my sister and i grow up too, but i think his death pretty much broke up our 'Happy Family'.

Not that we can't be happy without him, but it just feels so different. 3 people seems a lot less than 4, even though there is only a difference of 1 person.That empty, incomplete feeling will always be around. I used to feel really sad when father's day was around the corner each year. At school, everyone had to make a father's day gift but i was like the only one without a dad. Trust me, when you're 8 and everyone around you was happily making their gift for their father except you, sucks. The teacher would always tell me to make a gift for my mum instead.

Well, about a decade later and i'm the one that is taking up the role as mother. Please give me a break, i'm 21 and i've got my own problems. I cant be worrying and looking out for everyone. On hindsight, i think i've been taking up the role as mother ever since we moved to Singapore cause i was always the one looking after my sister. It's just that i've got one more teenager to look after now. Totally doesn't help that my mum's bf is just as irresponsible. Fuck that shit, i'm gonna buy myself a mother's day present next year.

I think i'm going to be selfish and wash my hands off their businesses. If they wanna fuck up their life, so be it. I've done enough.

Oh and to all those people who ever told me and are still telling me to help out a little at home cause my mum is having a real hard time bringing up her kids, FUCK YOU you've never been in this situation before so shut the hell up and don't preach.

Ok, that was off my chest. Anger almost always turns into sadness and then into disappointment. I'm still in between the anger and sad phase.

On a lighter note, i went for korean class today! On a SATURDAY at 9AM
People are certainly thinking i'm crazy. Oh well, whatever, i'm interested in the korean language :)
Learnt pretty much today, learnt the whole alphabet and stuff and i can read some korean now! yayness!
Oh and i just found out that i can type korean on my lappie too! :)

look!

나 무 means tree
and 파 나 나 means banana ^^ hihi

Speaking of languages, i might be switching from Mandarin to Indonesian at school. I have to make a decision real quick and i've been asking around for other people's opinions. I'm having a hard time deciding! Ughhhh. I just don't have the interest in chinese and i already speak mandarin fluently so whats the point? Just that my writing is horrible. Language could be my 'unique selling point' haha. And that the bf thinks that i wanna switch to indo cause i hate my lecturer totally doesn't help. At all. Im not that stupid. it's like an insult to me, that i can't think properly and just switch to another language cause i hate the lecturer. I do hate her though, but it's not enough for me to quit Mandarin. just sayin.

Let me end this post positively with a picture.

The world is not only made up of nasty things.

-stillmadlyinlovewithyou

The power of Google

2010-10-21T12:36:00.003+02:00

Look what someone searched for!!!

Melissa Lee Boyfriend + sg HAHAHAHA LOLLLLL

I had no idea that blogger had this 'stats' feature until like a few days ago? So i was clicking around and then i saw that.
At first i was like WTF then i was laughing and showing the bf what i found.

So then i got curious and typed the exact search in google..

hmm not bad, the 7th was the link to my blog.

I totally wanna know who searched like that! and whyyy?!

- are you interested in my bf?
- are you interested in me?
- are you a busybody that wants to know everything? (like me haha)
- are you comparing your bf with mine?
- ARE YOU STALKING ME OR MY BF?? o_0

I must admit that it was quite clever to search like that cause both my first and last name is super common.
(And because of my super common name i can't get a 'normal' gmail account cause melissa.lee@gmail is, of course taken and m.lee@gmail.com is too short etc etc)

wow, the power of technology huh. Nah actually, the power of Google.
Type in the right combinations and you'll get what you are looking for.

Btw, Thanks Google for doing my homework like a thousand times! hihi

oh and i'll be having dinner at Koi today! OMNOMNOM

-handinhand

P.S. I totally dislike my mum's bf. GGRRR.

Baby and shoes

2010-10-18T22:48:00.011+02:00

I'm an aunt!! Well, not technically cause it's bas' sister's baby ^^ and not Vivian's. (thankgoditsnot)Anyway, Baby Dean was born last sunday.. He's a 10.10.10 baby!

Didn't think 10.10.10 was a special day or anything but being born on that day is kinda special i guess.
He was kept at the hospital for almost a week and had to be on the drip..poor thing had a needle in his hand cause he's a premature baby (8months) and didn't drink his milk properly.

I still don't really get why it is better to have a 7month baby than an 8month baby. My mum said 8 month babies tend to have problems and such.

Proud daddy Diego with Dean, pulling a face

He kept covering his eyes due to all the camera flashes..poor baby

<3

Awwwwww... :)

Oh and my sissy is gone for a week. She's in Barcelona now, with school, just chilling for a whole week. i wanna go on holiday too!

Last Friday was such a rush! Went back to Oosterhout to have dinner, make up, do my hair and wave my sis goodbye, then proceeded back to rotterdam to have birthday celebration dinner with Chichi and friends, then to bf's place to change and touch up and then to Thalia lounge to partayyyy.

It wasn't that fun cause a lot of people canceled in the end. =_= and bf had to work =_= cause his replacement fell ill. YEAH RIGHT.

<3

As usual, my feet hurt like hell after a couple of hours. I just don't ever seem to learn.

I know pretty darn well that my feet will hurt but i still wear high heels to party. ugh.

Someone should invent killer heels that don't hurt! AT ALL. I bet Christian Louboutins and Manolo Blahniks hurt as hell too. Why are these famous and pretty high heels designed by men anyway? I presume they don't go around walking in high heels unless they are travestites or something.

They walk in comfy flat shoes while our feet hurt like hell and suffer from ouchy bunions, like Victoria Beckham.

i agree that there are female designers as well and people like manolo and christian design awesome heels..just that..why doesn't anyone come up with heels that won't ever hurt? It's not like impossible is it?

The entire female population will be doomed if it is!!!!

ok i'm exaggerating.

kthxbye.

-iwuvvyou

PS. I'm a ninja and not because of the silent assassins.
PPS. i forgot to blog about Diego and Chantal's wedding..will do that someday.

Childhood memories

2010-09-19T01:16:00.006+02:00

Woah! I'm actually making an effort to blog! *pats own shoulder*
Anyway, i was going through some old stuff today and i found things from when i still lived in Singapore =)
Glad that i kept all of it! I found graded English compositions, school news thingys, letters and notes/conversations between my friends and i. It sure made me reminisce about the good old times.

Actually, thinking about going to school in Singapore made me realise how much i was involved in school activities. I was a school prefect 5 out of the 6 years of primary school. It started in Juying Primary, where i first lived..that was in primary 2 cause they had something called junior prefects or something. Before i was allowed to be a prefect, i was class monitor! YEAH GOODY TWO SHOES HUH. -__-

Besides being a prefect, i was in the drama club HAHAHAHA. The extra curriculum activities i was a member of were librarian, brownies (girl guides) drama club and basketball. Oh and art club and chinese dance club at Juying. The rest were from Teck Ghee. That's like a whole lotta difference compared to now, i avoid school activities as much as possible haha.

My drama club file!

Came across all the scripts and stuff =)

Oh! and i came across this!
I WANNA BRAG

Cambridge English competition for schools or something. Quite amazed by the results. 41/50 is like really not bad!
Plus, my personal average compared to the rest of Singapore was quite high as well.

hihi ^^

I participated in the science and maths tests as well, even though i passed, it's nothing special or high out of the ordinary. English was my best subject.

Ok enough bragging.

I remember when i was in primary 2 i would go to school damn early with my cousin and we would play catch with some other people! Don't know what i was thinking of! I could have slept more =p

When i got to primary 4/5 i was already too lazy to do my homework and think " i'll do it in the morning". In the end, my seniors from primary 6 would do my homework for me hahahahaha. Oh and i sucked at chinese. I still do. Because i sucked at it, i didn't like it and would refrain from doing homework hihi. Can't believe that i have chosen chinese as my 2nd language in school now. Ohwell, interests change huh.

I remember playing basketball during PE one sunny evening and i got hit, full force, right in my face by the basketball thrown by Kelly hahaha. Why? cause i wasn't paying attention and i was waving to someone cute. DAMN THAT HURT.

Hmm..and having to teach/hear someone say the pledge to me backstage, before going on stage for the morning pledge and national anthem. People placed on monday morning and friday evening had to sing the school song as well haha. In Holland, there is no such thing. I think 90% of the people here don't even know how to sing the national anthem. Can't blame them though, it's freaking 16 couplets long. How to remember?!

Anyway, i've gained some very good friends throughout primary school. I think the longest one i still have contact with would be Melvin. Knew him since i was in primary 4. There are more, but there was a few years of no contact till facebook and twitter came along. Soo.... he's the one that kept calling, messaging, sending letters, emailing and now bbm'ing throughout these years =) I can't believe i don't have a pic of us together.

5 Topaz during racial harmony day =)

Ohhh that's a good topic too. Racial harmony..another day perhaps.

Overall, i think i turned out quite ok. I'm not addicted to drugs/smoking/alcohol/whatever and i'm still studying.
I think my father would have been proud of me if he was still alive. His biggest wish besides watching me get married was to watch me graduate from university.
Even though he's not around anymore, i'm still gonna try to make that happen so that he can watch from above, if that exist.

To stop this getting more emo, i'll stop for now.
Blogging made me hungry! Tata!

icantsleepwithoutyou

Holidays over da neh

2010-09-03T23:51:00.019+02:00

School has started for almost 3 weeks now. Boy does time fly!
Haven't been motivated to blog hehe, uploading pics is such a hassle on blogspot =(

Time flew by so fast, i don't even know what i spend my time doing this whole holiday..
I did go to Maastricht with the bf though =) It's a really nice city! worth visiting! I felt like i was in Paris or something hihi ^^

Our room

breathtaking view!

i look damn unglam

Boat crossing so bridge went up..interesting..

<3

Bookstore in a former church!

babyboo <3

omnomnomnom @Gauchos

The loot

LOVESSSSSS <3

There is an italian restaurant in Maastricht and it's super duper delicious! It's opened by real Italians, that's why..i think.

Hmm what else did i do?
Went to the fun fair in Tilburg. It's the biggest one of whole Benelux (Belgium, Netherlands, Luxembourg)
It took more than 2 hours to walk through the whole fun fair! I'm so addicted to the coin dozer game!

Coin dozer!

Jeroen and Peter where up there somewhere.. Jeroen didn't allow me to take a pic of him all nauseous..

190,000 points!!

Do Re Mi

<3

I've got a new hobby and that is....

Cooking!

Korean!

My kimchi was super duper spicy! Toooooo spicy, really, everybody's mouth was on fire!

I feel like some housewife..cooking and stuff.. =__=

But i must say, it's awesome to know how to cook something my mum doesn't!! muahahaha xD

Hello, this is Isa
She's super cute!

Diesel is cute too! and he's obedient!

I don't know why i've got a sudden liking for dogs, i used to dislike dogs quite alot.. maybe because i've been bitten by one before..it was scary! police dog! Attacked me for no reason, CB. Luckily it did not really bite into my hip, just a lil scratch.. i did not go see the doctor to get an injection against rabiesso who knows? maybe i'm infected *touches wood*

Natalia went to the USA and got me these!

So nice of her right?! The Shu Uemura lashcurler works so good! The bottle on the right is a body moisturizer from Victoria's Secret and it smells really nice =)

Went to Thalia too.. nice catching up with the ladies..did not meet as much as i would have liked =(
We're all so busy!

<3

<3

Oh and Ashy turned 21!
That, of course, did not pass by without a celebration ^^

All of us

Just the ladies and wai man <3

Wai man is Chichi's sister! Cute right?! I think she does not remember me anymore... T_T That shows how long i haven't been to ashy and chichi's place. i'm sowwy!

<3

My mum was there too! Chilling with ashy's mum...and playing mahjong hihi

I've taken an interest in mahjong too! I play almost every weekend with my mum, sis and the bf =) I'm not that pro yet though..

Hmm last but not least, some pics from baby's cousin's birthday..
Marc turned 30!

Diego, me, boo

<3 <3

Omnomnom! American theme!

^^

Cute cupcakes with a pic of marc when he was younger!

Wah long post!
I'm going to abruptly stop blogging now, ciao.

-stillloveyoumorethanwordscansay

Hmm..

2010-07-27T00:25:00.002+02:00

my blogskin is fucked.

Gotta look for another one!
I'll blog after that hahahaha

CIAO.

Holidaysss

2010-07-16T18:00:00.006+02:00

As usual, i've lost the motivation to blog for awhile hehe =)
Since the bf was bugging me yesterday about when i was going to blog again, i've decided to blog today! whoopiedoo

Both baby and i did well for school this year :) We've both gotten our Propedeuse certificate. Hmm i dont know what its called in English =/
My mum said it was something like a pre u cert? i looked it up and said something like foundation course...
Anyway the propedeuse just means that we've completed our first year and got all the 60 points (ECTS). The minimal points you have to have to pass is 45 bladiebla i'm gonna spare you the bullshit.

World cup ended, Holland played well. The stupid referee aka Howard Webb prevented Holland in becoming champions.
Someone must be paying him big bucks, must be.

It's stupid how every other country only remembers the stupid karate like kick from Nigel de Jong.
He's really an idiot for doing something like that, but hey, nobody remembers the dirty fouls from spain huh.

Ok enough ranting about the world cup..not that i'm a sore loser but let's face it. The match was not judged fairly. point.out.

Anywayyyy this came in with the mail a few weeks ago!

BRUSHGUARDSSSS! These things are awesome!

so i proceeded to wash my brushes...iewll dirtyyyy

and then let the brushes dry

after that they were in perfect shape again!

so overal the brushguards are easy and nice to use and not pricey at all :)
oh and shipping was damn fast too! like 3-4 days?!

Ohhhh by the way, there is this restaurant in Rotterdam called Kampung Kita. I dined there yesterday with the bf's family and it was goooood! They had ROJAK!!!! A little different from the sg version but i was contented and had 2 servings hehehehe

The restaurant is opened by a malaysian and guess where one of the waiters came from?

SINGAPORE!!
As if that wasn't enough,,,,,,, he lived in Ang Mo Kio too!! where i lived!
Ave 3 for him and Ave 10 for me =)

Dining there made me miss Singapore more than ever =(
The last trip back was too short, a mere 2 weeks..

They had ICE KACANG toooooo!! <3
The waiter told me that the ice kacang they served there was different from Singapore's ice kacang so guess what?

HE MADE ME A SPECIAL ONE!!! <3!!!
Complete with 'ata ji' ok! (even though ata ji is not my fave)

And Baby had fried ice cream! that was yummy toooo!
tadaaaamm!

The weather here is damn HOT!HOT!HOT now!
Temperature same as in sg i guess.....MINUS THE AIR CON. o_0

FUCK MY LIFE.
SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE I'M MELTING!

But baby had air con in his room so i'm there most of the time now hehehehe
ok, enough for today, nitey nite!

i feel like eating watermelon.

loveyoumorethanwordscansay

As time flies by..

2010-06-17T23:44:00.006+02:00

I wanna blog but i have no time da nehhhhhh!

tomorrow: wedding Kitwang&Jan + Thalia lounge partehhh
Saturday: recover from tomorrow and HOLLAND!!! VS Japan
Sunday: Surprise partyyyy!
28/o6 - o2/o2 EXAMSSSSSS

stupid dog barking at 23:52 #^$&%*^%#@%# Shaaarrrraaaappp!!

-notusedtosleepingwithoutyouanymore

bandwidth

2010-06-02T21:04:00.002+02:00

Fuck the damn bandwith.

Forever21!

2010-05-31T22:17:00.009+02:00

I turned 21 last week! hmm technically 2 weeks ago.

So i'm like 100% legal now! Las Vegas is waiting for me!

I don't wanna get any older. When i was little, i thought 23 was the perfect age to stay at cause 23 was and still is my favourite number. i've changed my mind! 21 is the perfect age.

Celebrated my birthday the Friday before i turned 21 and it was the nicest bday i've ever had! I had the bestest people around me and uncles came all the down from Nijmegen. Had not seen them for like 2 years! The weather was nice and the bbq food was awesome mostly due to my dearest bf (for bbq'ing) and mum (for marinating/preparing)

<3 lovesss

Aunty Doreen and her husband! She's Singaporean!! small world huh. :)
She makes the best cakes/desserts/cookies!

My surprise cake from vi and mum <3

They sung "Happy Birthday" in not 1 but 4 languages!
Mad embarrassing

Super unglam pic of me >_<

Master chef@work!

Twilight figurines from Cindy!!

Brotherly love

finally enjoying my chicken wings!

I was walking around entertaining the guest the whole time so did not get to camwhore with friends :(
The next day, nobody was at home and in order not to let me feel lonely, the bf surprised me by coming to Oosterhout (he was supposed to go bball training) and we bbq'ed together :) just us two.

At 12AM he was the first to wish me happy birthday :)
look what he got me! <3
he was so sneaky about it..

Then, Sunday was a public holiday.. sayang and me went to den Bosch, hoping to walk around and shop... BUT everything was closed except restaurants! :( There was also a jazz festival going on but that was nothing for us.

The next day went shopping with sayang's parents and sis @ Rosada outlet in Roosendaal. Sayangs parents secretly gave him money and told him to pay if i saw anything i liked. We fought over paying for 2 pairs of jeans hahaha
Then, the parents took me out for dinner with the bf and both the grandmas some more! Had indonesian food @dewi sri and it was delicious!

Random pic: Flowers that the bf gave me on our first date :)

-youaremypeanutbutterandimyourjelly

Amsterdam

2010-04-23T21:31:00.002+02:00

Yesterday the boyfriend and i went to Amsterdam just for fun.
The both of us were starving by the time we arrived so we had french fries from Manneken Pis. (voted no1 in holland)
They were so yummyyyyy!
Anyway, Vi was there too with school so when she had her leisure time, she joined us for shopping :)
We walked around and i think i must be the only girlfriend around that takes her boyfriend to the red light district HAHAHAHA
I wanted to show baby and acted like a tourguide cause he'd never been to the red light district before ^^
Anyway, i showed him the reallllyyyy reaaaallllyyyyy ugly ones cause i couldn't remember where exactly the pretty ones were hehe.

Well, we walked somemore and made lots of detours so the 3 of us were tired after a couple of hours. Baby was like " hey, you know that this is the LAST time that i'm going shopping with the both of you at the same time huh?!" Then he made another remark in hokkien "mai hiam buay pai, ai hiam kana sai.........this is definitely kana sai" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeahh,, i'm teaching him hokkien and mandarin and stuff. he's quite good with pronounciation!

So..we went back to baby's place at around 8 and i totally ordered food online from my blackberry! 5mins after we reached home the delivery came! Good timing or what?! Had the most delicious honey spareribs and watched Ross Kemp on gangs while eating <3 love love!

Oh and I'm watching Devil beside you again.. for the umpteenth time! but this time, with my sayang :)

-didntknowlovecouldbethisway(:

I'm back!

2010-04-18T18:51:00.014+02:00

I'm baaccckkk! I haven't blogged for so long! Many things have happened these few months.
For starters, i've had the worst Christmas EVER. As some of you may know, Christmas is my favourite holiday but this Christmas sucked, big time. Anyway, part of it was due to Mickey and I kinda not talking/having a fight or whatever. It was awkward..and yeah, we've broken up and stayed friends. The love/feelings were just gone, the light in fire,the spark whatever you call it.

I've found someone else to share my life with now :) He's the best boyfriend anyone could wish for :) And no, me breaking up with Mickey had nothing to do with Bas. Bas is a classmate of mine and even though i always had my opinions about dating someone from the same class, i decided to give it a shot and it's working out pretty damn good. He's got an awesome family as well, which i think is quite important.

Hmm what else?

I'm just done with exams and i have a week of holiday! There is a German girl at our house now for a week, Vi's exchange partner! i haven't met her yet though. Oh and i wanna cut my hair :) i was thinking of bangs but i can't find a good picture on the net :( I'm still feeling quite apprehensive about it cause i'm kinda scared that the hairdresser will fuck it up. Dutch hairdressers aren't that good with asian hair. There was this one time, i wanted to dye my hair and the bloody hairdresser BLEACHED my hair before dying it brown!!! she said " if i don't bleach your hair, you won't see the dye" freaking bullshit. Anyway, took me 2 years to get all the bleached parts out!

I think i'm gonna abruptly stop with this post and add photos..haven't done that in awhile

Random pics

@Thalia lounge dec 2009

Babesss

Bas and I <3 @Blauwe olifant Lisa's bdayyy!

FOOOOODDDD!!

candid

<3

Welly,Natalia and I

<3

with Traceyy

with Chichi

with bday girl Lisa

with Babyy

Ash,me, baby

TweeC, Daryll,me, Basje

the musclemen

when things got really crazy

Sexaaayyy

Baby's birthday

FOOODDD!! yum yum!

Bickel

Charlyyyy

Me,baby and Janneke

byebye.

Happy day ^^

2009-12-08T19:00:00.005+01:00

WOW a long lost friend of mine found me through Hyves! (dutch networking site..compared to facebook, it SUCKS HAHAHAHA)
I lost contact with her for like 5years? damn...what a coincidence! But...she's in Russia now, lol.

Christmas is around the cornerrrr!! yay!
Its totally my favourite holiday ^^
Can't wait to do christmas shopping either.
I think sales are starting next week so imma go shop for myself as well haha.

I bought a new hair straightener from Remington! it's good and prettyyyy.
haven't tried out the electric eyelash curler that came with it cause i don't have AAA batteries at the moment.

Anyway, my hair straightener died on sunday, shops were closed in my town, so i sent baby to get me one.
I already knew which one i wanted, and described everything in perfect details to him.
In addition to that, i sent him a sms too!
When i reached mick's place sunday evening, i found out that he got me a hair curler!
it isn't even an hair curler..it's a 'air styler' so it's like you can supposedly curl your hair while blow drying it or something.

Monday was bad hair day for me. Bas said that i've only got 3 sentences that comes out of my mouth : "i'm hungry" ,"i'm tired" and "what shall i eat?"
OMFG. thats so not true. kontol.

Ohhh im really becoming a housewife! i went to the chinese grocery store all by myself today! Not for snacks, but for realllllll grocery like vegetables and stuff. OH MY GAWD.

Oh 2 korean man walked behind me today and i understood what 1 of them said. HAHAHAHA yeah baby.

dont feel like uploading pics today.
ciao.

Cribbie,Cribbie come to me

2009-11-27T16:01:00.002+01:00

I reallllyyyy realllyyyy need to get my own place! UGGHHH
not that it's not pleasant at mick's place...but living with 3 guys is kinda shitty.
It's not even mick's fault....mick cleans up,just not after the other 2.
the other 2 are driving me kinda insane. The place is a freaking mess.
i can't stand mess. I have major germophobia...
AND i think that the other 2 are kinda useless..on 2nd thought, i take that back.
roomie/housie is kinda ok...at least he still helps with taking out the garbage, which i never touch.
Anyway..this was supposed to be a post of like 2 weeks ago when i was super pissed off.
I was gonna cook dinner..but the kitchen was a MESS. there were dishes from like 3days ago or something. YUCKS.
oh yeah for your information, mick does the dishes everytime! (except for when i do it)
That, while the other 2 use the utensils and everything like nobody's business.
Back to the story. So i was planning on cooking, kitchen was a mess so i had to do the dishes before i could cook.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE DOING DISHES

plus, i was hungry. double pissed.

so that's the kitchen. toilet?
don't even start asking.
oh,if anyone collects toiletpaperrolls, (you know, the thing in the middle)contact me! >.<

So this post might seem a lil bitchy and everything as the place is not even mine.
Can't really voice my opinion to them either because, as i said, it's not my place.
the only option is to move. It was going to be temporarily anyway.

On a lighter note, i love my lappie! <3
it's awesomeeeeee!

white one is mine, silver mick's <3

I'm still organizing everything, like music. Bb copied his whole itunes library to my lappie...and some music are crap.
quite alot actually hahahaha just not my cup of tea. sorry bb ^^
Hmm..that's it for now, i guess.
will upload holiday pics next time! =)

happy happy day

2009-11-06T23:26:00.003+01:00

I'm so happy that i found my long lost 'dad'through facebook!! I LOVE FACEBOOK! lol.
Anyway I was glad that he could remember me..it made me feel al warm and fuzzy cause it has been for like 7 years since i saw him afterall. It's quite a long story and maybe some would ask..huh? i thought your dad has passed away? Yeah that's my biological dad. This dad is uhmm my godfather? Anyway he's an awesome person!

aww..i can't upload a screenshot..will do that another time then.

MACBOOK

2009-11-05T23:13:00.002+01:00

ORDERED THE NEW WHITE MACBOOK!!!!

mad happy!! ^^

so long folks.

tikus

2009-11-05T12:40:00.001+01:00

BAS BAS BAS

nou blij?

Almost Done

2009-11-04T21:29:00.003+01:00

I can't really be arsed to blog these days. The weather is like shit..cold, rain etc etc. I take a nap or let's say... i sleep every afternoon. it's awesome! My 'power nap' takes 2 hours minimum hahahahaha..maybe humans need to go into winter hibernation too. Maybe it has something to do with my chinese horoscope. Imma snake ^^ Snakes go into winter hibernation.

Anywayyy i'm almost done with mid-terms! Totally hate studying..Next semester, i'll not slack. I meant to start revising like 2 weeks before the examinations but in the end,i started night before. It wasn't even REVISING. i was looking at stuff for the first time hahahahaha. Good going mel. Ohwell, tomorrow is English so it won't be that much of a problem. After that, i'll go read the twilight books again...till November 20 comes! I shall and must watch New Moon on the 20th. On 2nd thoughts, I think i'll start reading tonight ^^ Good author, nice story. <3

I'm still looking for a place in Rotterdam..i totally know how im gonna decorate my to-be place! ITS SO GONNA BE PINK! and i'm thinkin of getting the new macbook cause mick and i are always fighting for the laptop ^^ sooo i'll upload pics when i get my laptop....and and Anddddd i wanna blackberry. Mine shall be pink though. Pinkberry lalalalalala i still have like a few months to think about which phone i want cause the contract ends in feb.

Ooooohhh Christmas is around the corner! I love Christmas! Favourite holiday of the year. Christmas even kicks new year's ass!

Oh and did i mention how stupid some people on Earth are?!?!?! Im not saying that i'm a smarty-ass genius but i'm def. not stupid. For instance, baby's friend, works at a fitness club..He had to train this girl and he said ' check your heart rate' She asked 'What's a heart rate?' OMFG. oh and yesterday, in the subway i heard someone say..well i don't know how many days February has.

I was talking to a friend of mine and i was like did he seriously say that?! he was like yeah and then we both concluded that stupid people are scary. Not in the sense of 'BOO' scary but..they have this 'power' to make smart people stupid hahahaha. I mean if stupid people hang out with smart ones, the stupid one won't get smarter but the smart one will become stupid eventually.

I think i may be speaking out of experience...but after some time, i got smarter again ^^ you know why.

im back and smell like strawberries!

2009-10-18T23:01:00.004+02:00

Hallooooohhh!! i'm back! My holiday @ Shanghai and Singapore was a blast! Oh i got to go to Beijing too. Got stuck there for 2 freakin days because of a typhoon, which caused me to miss my transit flight to Singapore =( Didn't have enough time in Singapore though, i'm sorry that i couldn't meet up guys!! next trip, i pinky promise!

Haven't been updating for quite a while cause i was busssyyyyy.

Hmm..let's see if i can summarize everything from the last few months.

#studying in Rotterdam
#staying at mick's place for the time being
#when everything is settled,i'll be lookin for my own crib in Rdam
#out of work for a month as my bosses are @shanghai for holiday
#yiyi is also @shanghai and extended her holiday =(
#vi misses me when i'm not at home during the weekdays (she strongly denies that though)
#i'm now able to cook kick-ass delicious food
#learned it from my momma
#still can't wait for new moon the movie
#i want a macbook!
#i'm supposed to be studying
#I'm procastinating like nobody's business.

Ok that's about it i guess. Pics are on facebook, don't feel like uploading them here cause it takes too bloody long =)

SHC here i comeee

2009-07-29T09:07:00.001+02:00

OFF TO SHANGHAI!!!!

ciao people

-withmababy

pic post II

2009-07-19T14:54:00.025+02:00

WHUAAAAAAAAAAAAA there was another huge ass spider in the bathroom last night when i was taking a *ahem* dump. luckily i was just done. i swear i've never wiped off my butt that fast, yelling for my mum while doing so. >_<

She killed it. MUAHAHAHAHA

It wasn't just ANY spider..not those thin kind.. like this:

but something like this:

i'm getting the shivers just by looking at the pics.
oh btw, Vivian, my heroic sister killed the other 2 from the previous post.ok enough about spiders.

Oh..baby was so sarcastic yesterday!! i send him a sms saying that i've put on weight and that i've just realized that. He replied by saying..how could that happen? o_0 didn't your chipsdiet work? =__=""

oh and i went to the beach last thurday and got sunburnt! the back of my legs were soooo red and i couldn't sit for 2 days. Wearing jeans hurt too. Had to, for work.

ok that was 19/o7/2009
continuing...

BOOKED TICKET TO SHANGHAI YESTERDAYYYYY!!!!

leaving in 8 days time. the 29th to be precise. Going off to singapore around the 7th of aug.
i cant wait, i cant waiittttttttttt

pics time!

20th birthday

chicken wings, anyone?

big 2...to prevent cheating

<3

lisa,vivian,shannon

<3 her

it was his bday too

due to rain..

test test

elephant and kangaroo

grouppic

<3

<3

lies and me

prezzies

from baby

Dancetour 2009

chi,mel,ash

ladiess <3

mel,lynn,lisanne <3

lisanne,lara,mel

lisanne,mellee and mickey

i got lost for 2 hours here

and they all lived happily ever after

Bal du Masque

jabbawockee

hmmm yummyyy

me,nienke,maureen

nienk and mel

mel,lieke,nienke,maureen

jakko,mels

stijn,mels

will the real stijn please stand up?

jasper and me

masked

yo dude, wassup?

joyyyy singing

i'm a better photographer

matthijs and me

one more time

jasper and me

Graduation!

mandy and wendy

spotted:twins?

ashepesh and mel

<3

<3

chichiiii <3

Beach Ouddorp a.k.a the day i got sunburnt and couldn't sit properly for the next 2 days

almost there!

<3

mel in action

ash in action

freakyy

byebyeee

finally done! took me a long long time so you'd better enjoy. ciao people.

-thebestlover

Picture post!

2009-07-12T23:27:00.008+02:00

THERE ARE 2 GIANT MUTHAFUCKIN SPIDERS IN THE BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate insects to the core! they should all die,i don't care if they are part of nature etc etc.

That aside,i totally figured out what the problem was with blogger! Figured it out when i was chatting with Michael yesterday. turns out that instead of pic 1,2,3,4,5 it comes out as 5,4,3,2,1.
Still bloody irritating though.Kinda stupid of me not to notice it earlier.

Ohwell, ohwell,i've been too lazy to blog anyway. I've been hanging out with baby and the girls. hahaha and yayness to not having to sleep alone! monday,tuesday baby wednesday ashley thursday alone friday baby oh and saturday afternoon baby too. we took a nap after fetching his mum from airport.

okiedokie, pics now!

Thalia some time back =)

the girls

the guys

lovess <3

tha group

Schooltrip to Ypres,Belgium with school

Mission Impossible

Mission Impossible II

trenches

1,2, babysteps

happy ash

absolutely crazy dudes!! it was like 10degrees outside!

IEWLLLLL dead jellyfish

<3 ma baby

<3 her

spotted:beggar @ beach

hungryyyyy

Belgium porn HAHAHAHAHA

Nice pic to end the post hahahhaha.ok that's it for today. Will post pics from my birthday and so on the next time!

-sweetestlove

better late than never

2009-07-03T00:30:00.004+02:00

ITS TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm being half cooked in my room. I promised Nienke that i would blog (about a week ago but nevermind) about the masked ball. I have been meaning to blog about that but i was just too lazy to do so. Besides, i can't upload pics properly so that kind of pisses me off.

The masked ball was really fun! Finally had the chance to meet up with friends whom i haven't seen in quite a long time. Missed them so much and missing them already. Hmm..well..everyone was expected to be 'masked'. The mask was kind of irritating though, so i gave up after 15mins and had it around my neck. I couldn't see properly through it and when i smiled, which was the whole time,the mask would move 'up' as well, and made me see even lesser.

Oh yeah. I'm engaged. Stijn went down on one knee for me. We've been dating for 7 years..02.02.2002 . He got down on 1 knee while we were dancing and yeah..the wedding should be a few more months from now. Stijn didn't mind me having another boyfriend besides him.(Mickey) Ohwell. i agreed to Stijn's proposal cause Mickey once said he doesn't want to marry me.

LOL.

just kidding baby! don't be mad! Mickey is my one and only special one. Stijn is my 'mattie for life'. Oh and he wouldn't wanna get engaged at age 17. Me neither at 20.

damn. it's too bloooooody hot in here. (so take off all your clothes) I did. I can't really remember since when we had this kind of weather in holland. It rains/snows/any form of water like 350/365 days here. Speaking of that, why didn't the Cullens choose ANYWHERE in Holland instead of Forks? Hmm..that's something to think about before sleeping.

Back to the topic. Well..i've been complaining non stop about the weather these days and most people will reply, 'it's hotter in Singapore, how are you gonna cope there?'

well. there is AIR-CON how about that?! Sadly,unlike Singapore,air-con is not the most normal thing in the world to have here. Why? As i said, there is rain like 350 of the 365 days here. in conclusion: the weather here has always sucked.

Two more 'solutions' i get from people are 'Leave the window open!' Or 'use a fan'. DUH. As if i'm not doing that.but

IT DOES NOT WORK.

There is no wind whatsoever and the temperature outside is almost the same as in my room (attic). The fan blows hot air, it makes too much noise and blows everything away. Powerful fan huh?

So what is this girl here complaining about? What message does she want to convey here? What does she want you to do?

Nothing.

I just felt like complaining, that's all.

Okay. I still can't upload the pics properly. I wonder if anyone else is having this problem besides me?

-imissyousomuch

Graduated!

2009-06-20T02:40:00.004+02:00

I'VE GRADUATEDDDDDD BITCHESSS!!!!!!!

I was gonna get a phone call between 11am-12pm no matter what..so at 11:45 my mentor called..and it went kinda like this:
Me: hoi met melissa (hi melissa speaking)
silence...
Mentor: hoi spreek ik met melissa? (hi am i speaking to melissa?)
Me:ja
Mentor: ok melissa, ik ga niks zeggen wat ik niet uit mijn hoofd weet hoor..ogenblikje (ok melissa, im not going to say anything i don't know by heart..a moment please)
Me: getting nervous....o_0 thinking WTF
Mentor: Hmmm even jouw lijst erbij pakken..even zoeken (hmm lemme get your list,find it first..)
Me: getting more nervous because the biatch is taking such a long time
Mentor: Nou, je staat niet op deze lijst..ah wacht! je staat op die andere..even zoeken (well, you're not on this list..oh wait! you're on the other one, lemme find it)
Me: cursing her in my head and hand is slightly trembling by now..
Mentor: AHHH nou heb ik je lijst voor me..even kijken..... (Ahhh now i have your list...let me see...)
Me: *CURSES*CURSES*CURSES* in my head of course and by now, mickey was looking at me, wondering if something was wrong after all cause he was sure of me graduating
Mentor: Proficiat melissa, je bent geslaagd met geen 1 onvoldoende! (congratulations melissa! you've graduated with not 1 failed grade/subject)
Me: WHEW,happily wiping sweat off my forehead

How could she do that to me?! call me unprepared and trying to torture me by letting me wait so long...unbelievable...

Oeshhh i'm so happy that i graduated with 0 fails. I really thought i was gonna have to re-take 1 of the subjects...cause i really really screwed up geography and maths hahahahaha even though i only needed to score a 3,9 for both subjects to pass. Anyway...turned out that economics is my worst grade =_= SOOOO DID NOT expect that! i thought economics was really easy hahahaha but apparently, my brain functions too simple or something, or maybe i was delusional,or both. I dont care anyway. One last thing before i stop rambling about the grades...I've got a 8,6 for Dutch and 'just' a 7,6 for English =_= HAHAHAHA omg my dutch is getting better than english...weird..i mostly had 8,5 and above last year for english...ohwell.

Bleh i was a lil bit sick these few days..i think i'ts flu...mickey said that i was running a temperature yesterday but i didnt think so...he doesnt have a thermometer to prove it anyway. if you're thinking about the Mexican flu....its not! >_>
Baby was so sweet to cook macaroni in soup for me!(he doesnt know how to cook porridge,you know, the tasteless kind for sick people..) It was yummyyy!! He cooks that the best, when i try to cook it myself it somehow taste different..thanks baby! ^^

-enjoyedourtimetogether!andtheresplentymoretocomesoon!

Weirdest Nightmare

2009-06-09T14:09:00.004+02:00

I've had the weirdest 'nightmare' 2 nights ago! I dreamt that someone was shooting me with a gun while chasing me...Then at one point i realised that i was dreaming and i told/forced myself to open my eyes..o_0 Omg that was so weird..how could i suddenly know that i was dreaming?

OH another thing. Went to watch Termination: Salvation on Saturday..Before going to the movies we ( ash,chi,chichi,steven) went to KFC in Breda which is located at a place where people can shop for furniture,carpets and stuff. That's where the Ikea is located too..Anyway..we had dinner there and watched the movie. After the movie, chichi drove me back and we passed by the KFC place again..Only this time, the place was blocked with red and white uhm string? you know..the kind police use but instead of the colours red and white they have the word 'police' written all over it?

Anyway..when chichi drove past i commented on the 'string'. This morning, i found out that there had been a shooting incident involving an armed robbery. OH MY GOD. Thank god we left before it happened!

-missyoualready.

Done with finals!

2009-06-04T01:13:00.002+02:00

I'm finally done with finals! WWOOOOOHHHHOOOO!
just hope that i passed everything...-_-" Results are out on the 19th! So long! So how's my new blogskin?! ♥Audrey Hepburn!

Caught Angels and Demons last wednesday and i must say, it's quite good! Much better than Da vinci code..that movie sucked..the book was much better.
Speaking of books..i just finished reading New Moon for the 2nd time and i'm gonna start reading Eclipse hehehhe...again. ♥

By the fucking way, i was so pissed last week. Twilight DVD was supposed to be out on the 13th of may the last time i checked...so chichi and i were going to every store asking for the DVD and all of them replied : "8 july" HELLLOOOOO JULY?! US was in MARCH.MARCH.MARCH. Vi said 8 june...dunno bout that. we shall see...

I feel like i've got so much time on my hands now ^^y. Finished watching romantic princess as well..drama was ok...ending sucked. bleh. I hate sucky endings...waste my time. Dont know if im gonna finish watching 1 litre of tears cause i dont wanna cry!!!

Oh Sunday was Dancetour@ Breda! DJ Chuckie was tha bommmmm! ^^ I got separated from the group and spent 2 freakin hours seaching for them!! Couldnt get through the phone AT ALL. The network in breda went crazy because there were too many people and stuff.

-♥ cantwaittoseeya

two-oh

2009-05-24T02:13:00.004+02:00

I'M OFFICIALLY 20!!

SHOOT. Imma "ty" from today onwards...blehh

i wasnt gonna celebrate my bday cause im in the middle of my final examinations... but people were asking me if they could come over during my 'break' from study and my mum suggested BBQ so it became a last minute party =p

It was nice and fun, except for the rain that suddenly came pouring down. The weather forecast of today was 'it will be nice and sunny throughout the whole day and maybe a lil cloudy in the evening.' Well, MY ASS.

I LOVE BABYYYYY TO DEATH!!!!

Guess what he got me?! a PINK CAMERAAAAAAAAA!!!! woohoo!
it's a 10.2pixel cam from samsung...oh yeah and pink.pink.sweet.
when he gave it to me he said: 'for Singapore' OMG what a sweety. See...i have a nice bf who actually listens to what i say..and remembers it. I think i had mentioned it to him some time ago that i wanted to buy a camera in Shanghai or Singapore. I'd forgotten all about that! Well, now i don't have to. hee. ^^

Thank you my nicest baby in the whole wide world! and thank you for putting up with my cranky-ness last night and this afternoon...and thank you for coming all the way down to Oosterhout and back again to Rotterdam.

He couldn't stay cause he had to work at 8:30 the next morning.. :( that kinda sucked..but ohwell.. at least he came.

OH! and my special one burned Zumba for me! i was wondering what the hype was about and i was kinda curious/interested cause i wanna get in shape tooo...I checked it out with my sis just now and it's quite good!! ^^ cool.

Hmm by the wayyyy i learned to play majong recently! i think i suck at it..the beginners luck is gone hahahah oh and i still need to learn to count the points/doubles.

Exams are going ok till now.. dutch was good, maths was realllllll bad and history was okay... i don't dare to check the answers of maths and history online hahahaha. Anyway, whats made cannot be unchanged so there's no point in checking. Next week is gonna suck real bad. hate those subjects and the government made a good job in planning those all in the same week, and all behind each other.

monday: economics
tuesday: geography
wednesday: management and organisation

then im finally done! well there is english the wednesday in the week after but that's not a problem. I'm considering myself done as of wednesday at 16:00. Cross your fingers for me!!^^

Pics after exams, tried it out just now but blogger is still messing up my upload order... how do i fix it???!

-heelveel,zoveel

EXAMS!

2009-05-15T23:12:00.002+02:00

FINALS ON MONDAY!!!!!!

So thats part of the reason why im not updating..
I'm wondering if there are actually people who still check up on my blog..
Anywaysss im gonna upload all the pics after my exams. Exams are my top 1 priority now cause i cant wait to be done with school!!

I'm turning 20 next saturday!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAA officially out of the 'teen' and into the twenty(ies)
Well..the upcoming weeks are gonna be busy for me...

* GRADUATE!
* Book flight to Singapore and maybe Shanghai
* Look for crib in Rotterdam with Lisa
* Bikini-fy my body
* Work work work!! need money!
* 31 May Dancetour Breda
* 13 June Prom (ex school)
* 19 June graduation party Lynn
* 4 July graduation party Lisanne

ok off i go, my sis is drunk whuahahahhaha

-willwemakeitthrough?

back

2009-04-23T11:19:00.005+02:00

I've been meaning to blog, but i was too busy having a life..i'm at school now,waiting for the time to be 1pm. Oh btw, i've scored a 8.1 for economics!! Damn í really must be a genius. Ignore me if you want, i'm gonna brag hahaha. Well..the darnest thing is that i've only been to economics class 3 times this whole semester! hahahaha i usually have 3 classes of economics in a week so 3x6=18 in total. Got a 9 for english essay and 8 for dutch literature too...LALALA

ok im done. Hmm..Went to Thalia lounge on friday, asianparty, music sucked. enough said. Watched knowing on tuesday...the beginning was ok though..end sucked. OH OH OH!! speaking of movies made me think about a documentary i watched! It's called Zeitgeist (lit translation: time ghost) After watching the 2 hour doc, i felt damn pissed and how should i say it...cheated?

Hmm let's see..turns out, the whole bible thing is nothing but a mythe based on the astrology! Greatest lie ever told haha. so gotta let my mum watch it. Not that i wasn't open about christianity, but i had my doubts and they are so proven right.

September 11 was all set up by the government itself =S Turns out the bush and bin laden family are working together..Didnt wanna believe that at first but then scientist came with lotsa proof. Like the plane that crashed in something-ville..nothing was left except a big hole. That is totally not possible cause a plane crashed near amsterdam recently and there were big chunks of airplane parts everywhere. Oh and same thing goes to the plane that crashed into the pentagon. Nothing was left, everything had supposedly 'melted'due to the extreme heat. BUT the victims were able to be identified because of DNA material they found. How is that possible if the whole freakin plane(metal shit) melts and DNA material (fingerprints,hair etc) not?

Ok enough about the contents of the doc. Do watch it if you have the time. pff..i've been ENLIGHTEND!! I'm so gonna watch the 2nd part!

Anyway, the doc is available HERE, it's free and subtitles are available in multiple languages. Ok, lets see if i'm able to upload the pics properly now.

getting molested by chichi

lisa,me,chichi

<3

smell my armpit!

ok forget it. Blogger is still screwing up my photo upload order! more pics another time then..seriously thinking about switching to livejournal or something else. Im tired of the current blogskin too haha. i want something simple and pink!

-Ineedyoulikeaheartneedsabeat

back!

2009-04-13T23:56:00.007+02:00

Wow i've been neglecting this blog =_= Kinda busy with life..juggling school, bf, family and friends simultaneously.. Well...examinations are finally over! except for dutch and french oral. Had my last day of sec school ever on the 3rd of april haha..felt kinda weird..alot of people had skipped school that day so it wasn't that interesting..Ohwell..ashley had her first history class since the beginning of the semester that day! Good work! HAHAHAHA

and now....it's 1 whole month of 'holiday'!!! I'll just slack one more week and then i'll get to business!! I promise!

Meanwhile, pics of the school party at Zalinaz, Etten-Leur! Dj Hardwell was there! Oh and this school party was the best one ever! school parties usually suck. Too bad that there was only beer and wine though...the wine was so darn gross! iewl. sour.

Before

Lisa,ChiChi,Me,Ashley <3

muaahhhss for me ^^

with Jesse

with Hardwell

WaiChi and Steven and me being irritating haha

hardwell

nooohh, not my hands =_=

Chi and Lies

those 2 that are in love with each other

OKAY IM TOTALLY PISSED OFF. uploading these pics took me freaking 20mins!! WHY THE F IS BLOGGER SCREWING UP MY PHOTO UPLOAD ORDER?! AARRGGHHH will upload the rest some other time. blogger sucks maybe i'll change to livejournal! HMMPF.

-iloveyoumorethanicansay

confessions of a shopaholic

2009-03-28T20:47:00.002+01:00

Finally caught confessions of a shopaholic on wednesday @ Rotterdam! Good movie..i can't decide which was better...Sex and the City or Confessions.. hmm..maybe sex and the city because of the shoe collection..

Anyway, went with ashley,lisa,chichi and waichi. Had a cocktail with chi and lisa..allowing ash and waichi to spend some quality time shopping..chichi shared a creepy story about bloody mary. Apparently, if you look into a mirror holding a lit candle in a dark room and say 'bloody mary' 3 times, she'll appear...IEWL...freaky shit, im not gonna try. When i told vi about it she said yeahh i know..and she'll then rip your head off..o_0

Well..after the cocktail we went for sushi @shabu shabu ^^ yum yum!! Well..the rest stopped eating pretty soon and only chichi, waichi and i were still eating..after chichi stopped, she turned to me and said "wow, i think you shit alot"
me: o_0 wtf?
ash: YEAH, such a lil girl and she can eat so much!!
me: -_-" *turning back to chi* dunno bout you but i dont poop that much

ugh..then we all had a super disgusting conversation about poo hahahhaha. came home quite late..went to school the next day and then to Rotterdam again, to my special one!
Chandan was there too..so we finally got to play bomberman ^.^y

Oh! Oh! Oh! next week's weather is lookin' goooooooooooooood =)) (this week was all rain bleh.)
1 more week of school and 1 and a half week of exams comin' up! After that, 1 whole month of nothing till the finals! WAAAAHHHHH~

-thisiswhaticalllove

whopping 8,5

2009-03-24T16:17:00.008+01:00

OMG I've GOTTTTT to blog about this! The thing is, i'm feeling so darn proud of myself for achieving the highest score for my geography work! AND I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF WHOOOHHOOO
(don't spoil my spotlight moment please..me doing work is unusual enough) So i scored better than quite a few nerdo's MUAHAHAHAHA

know what?

THIS FEELS SO GOOD

Oh oh oh! and today! I was sitting in the bus..and when the bus passed bij Avans, some dude from that school came and sat beside me..nothing unusual cause it was quite packed..
i was listening to ipod..and then i dozed off..which isn't unusual either cause school makes me feel soooooooo damn tired!

Anyway..i was napping peacefully when the guy next to me was shaking my arm, waking me up..

me: opening my eyes

stranger: we zijn al bij oosterhout busstation hoor! (we're already at oosterhout bus interchange!)

me: ohh..maar ik moet nog verder (ohh..but i have to go further!)

stranger: ohh...

me: maar bedankt in ieder geval (but thanks anyway!) BIG SMILE

HAHAHAHAHAHA nice of that guy huh?! If someone dozed off while sitting beside me i dont think i would wake that person up..unless i had to pass through or something ghehe..Hmm..i wonder how i look like when sleeping..hope its not too hideous.

imagine me looking like this while sleeping..o_0

sleeping like that would be sweet

Anywayyy the thing is..i'm kinda weird? I've NEVER EVER missed my busstop! I always wake up on time hahaha..guess this is the body clock or whatever they call it..

On a more stupid note..i accidentally spilled correction fluid on my new hoodie-lookin thing! T_T Those who say u can remove correction fluid with acetone..well fuck you. it doesnt work. Went to trekpleister and specially bought what i call "correction fluid remover for clothes" hope it works!and i bought a PINK pan for cooking noodle soup when i move out.. take pic after i have my new phone..arghh im goin crazy i want a new phone now!

Oh and turns out baby and i didnt break our not-seeing-each-other-for-1 1/2 weeks record! special one called wednesday night asking me to go over the next day hihi ^^
1.he read my blogpost
2.he really missed me
either wayyy..i dont care i think its sweet^^ <3

By the way..i watched My Bloody Valentine 3D on Saturday with Vi,shel and cin..sucky movie..AND speaking of movies!! i can't believe i have to wait till 13 MAYYY before the TWILIGHT dvd is available in the stores here! in america it was available on the 20th of MARCH why do i have to wait for about 2months?!

I LOVE ONION HEAD! ok bye.

-lovesosweet

lose weight!

2009-03-18T21:01:00.004+01:00

Ugh. i SO have to lose weight -__-"
I've been eating out everyday since monday! It's taking a toll on not only my body but also my wallet hahaha

Hmm Tuesday was nice..went to breda centre with ashley,jesse and mariska..
Ate..joked..brought mariska to the bus stop and bumped into lisa with her friend.Then 2 girls walked past us..1 with a DOG in her HANDBAG. Jesse saw that and burst out laughing and because of him, we all had to laugh..cause that girl was on a SCOOTER. how stupid are you if you have a freakin dog in your bag when you're traveling by scooter?!
So..proceeded to Parc to have a drink..jesse had to go to a party so he didnt join us..Then lisa and her friend had to catch the bus back..and just as they were gone, Along came Kahterah. lol.

Had another tanning session today! But it's like not working for me... :( sad sad sad!!
Anyway..Lisa picked me up from school, walked around breda waiting for ash then we went to have lunch while waiting for chichi to be done with school.I've eaten the most delicious nacho's EVER!! Tanned..waichi joined us..then had ice cream with ash's and chichi's mum without lisa. She had to work.

Well..we were sitting outside, enjoying our ice cream when a "yucky sight" walked by. Like 2 goths..1 with the usual mohawk and black leather clothes..but the other one!!! OMFG!! He had boots with at LEAST 30cm platforms!!! black shiny shit..and RED latex pants that have to be tied up at the back..i think if he didnt tie it properly,you would be able to see his butt. HAHAHA Furthermore, he wore a black latex corset and on his arms 2 fishnet thingy's one red and one black..face full of make up and piercings, long hair in the middle and shaved at the side..dyed black. IEWL. and yeah..it was a HE alright. no doubt about it.

So we were all looking..and chichi's sister, who is 7...went "GEKKEE MENSENNNN!!" (crazy people!) She said it quite loud and an elderly couple just happened to walk past us hahaha..So the woman was like yeah..it makes you stare doesn't it? the crazy people nowadays.. darn funny at that timeee..

oh oh oh and i bought a hoodie-like thing! AND it's PINK ^^ spending money on things feels oh so good. haven't seen mickey in almost a week now and its pure torture. im so not used to it and i can't ever get used to it i think..i miss him so bad T_T

-love isn't supposed to hurt

haircut!

2009-03-16T21:58:00.002+01:00

I've cut my hair today!!!!!!!!!!! wowww..it's quite short..just beneath my shoulders? My hair was almost at my butt..i think i could wipe my ass with my hair if it grew for about a half year more hahaha Shelly cut her hair too! This hairdresser came to our house..good timing cause shel and i were planning to go to rotterdam to cut our hair on wednesday.

Had mac and walked around in breda with shel,ash and jesse today^^ was hilarious..school was too. Damn i really shouldn't be skipping classes anymore..couldnt get out of my bed today.. hehe

caught Slumdog millionare with Cindy on Saturday and it's a good movie! Had crappy seats though.(3rd row) Yeahhh Twilight DVD is out soon! ohwell..off to do my hw.. -_-" hate deadlines.

-can't wait to see you

missbabyalready

2009-03-12T22:41:00.002+01:00

PPPfffff..this laptop sucks. i can't go onto youtube and i can't watch dramas! BORED BORED BORED
alter ego: you should go study
mel: yeahh but i dun wannaaa
alter ego: you have like a few weeks left!
alter ego: and go apply for your study already!!
mel: but i'm still thinking of what i wanna study...
alter ego: you don't have much time left and better go study or else you'll flunk this year too as you have been slacking this whole freakin year away again, as usual!
mel: yeah yeah yeah

GEEEZZZZZZZZ I CANT BELIEVE I JUST HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF. OMG.

Anywayyyy i just realised that i have like 3 more weeks of lessons, followed by 1 week of exams before studying for finals! OH-MY-GOD. SHIT. not much time left. And what has miss lee been doing this whole time? correct. NOTHING. hahahaha

Adding on to all these...i'm not able to meet up with baby for 2 whole weeks due to exams. curses. i'm so not gonna survive that! this is yet another record. 1 and a half weeks was the max till now. ): this isn't even a fun record to break! bb did promise that we'll never break this upcoming record ever again. that this would be the first and last time AND after these 2 weeks i'll get my 'Melissa Day' again. yay! For those who don't know, melissa day is the best day ever where i get to do what i want and i'll get the ultimate pampering from mickey! <3 lovesss.
Initially, he told me that i'll get a Melissa day once a year..so far i've had 2! 1 was not official though haha aaaahhh i can't wait!

Tanning was a success! Wasn't sure if lisa would go with ash and me again but yeah she did :)
chichi(pesh's cousin) came too! hahaha walked out of the tanning salon 2by2,arm in arm and feeling great! Felt so summer-y!!<3

oh and i forgot another stupid conversation the last time.
who? my special one and me
where? special one's bed
topic? he was saying something halfway and then stopped.
(fyi: as a geminian, i can't take that,i'll go crazy)

me: ZEEEEEGGGGG (SAYYY IT)
sbf: nee (no)
me: als je A zegt moet je ook B zeggen!! (if you say A (one thing), you have to say B(the other))
sbf: nee, ik kan ook bij A blijven! (no, i can stay at A too!!)

totally didnt expect that answer lololol.
i miss him alreadyyy ): and i've just seen him in what..less than 24 hours ago?! how can i put up with 14 days?!

- p.s. i love you

melology

2009-03-10T17:12:00.002+01:00

This blogskin is bugging meee! don't like it anymore..actually, im considering on having a blog without all this layout thingys. just PINK is enough ghaha.Oh i did my nails last night and i kinda think they turned out cool..but i cant take a pic of it =(
I WANT MY PHONEEEEEE!!! damnit.

Maybe im gonna get the LG cookie with the money i get back from school. its only 130 euros now! (around 260 SGD) and in a half year's time my phone contract will be due..so that means another phone anyway ^^ Not sure how much school is gonna pay me though..i hope the full 250 bucks.

I'm gonna go tan tomorrow with Ash! hihi its kinda fun actually..even though i prefer natural sunlight. But it's cold now, so no beach for me. I think ive become a little darker already! i hate to look pale haha. I think ive mentioned it before..RJ was saying that i was turning transparent! ppff.. Oh the place is kinda stylo! they have a table where u can remove your make up before going to tan and at the same place to put on your make up again afterwards! Gel,hairspray and perfume and stuff too..Oh and the sunbed is cool too..complete with a nice smelling spray and music or you can just plug in your ipod ^^ After you're done, they have a towel and aftersun lotion for you as well.

Oh here's something i koped from jacq's blog sometime ago! forgot to publish it. Oh btw, jacq, if you're reading this, come online soon okay! i wanna know everything! *wink*wink* And i think we should plan on where to go when i'm back in about... 3more months!!! WOOHOOO!!

Melology!!

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology"

***********FOOD-OLOGY*****
**********

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Thousand Island!

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Koreana, but its gone now =(

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Sushi! oh and chips and sweets.

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Hawaii

What do you like to put on your toast?
peanut butter and jelly! (strawberry)

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
deux.

What color of cell phone do you have?
Was red but it's stolen so now silver for the time being.

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right.

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
yeah i was born with a dick.nah jk.

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
uhm..shopping bags? Breaking Dawn was kinda heavy, walked around with it for a few hours!

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nopee.

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
no thanks..just leave me in my im-gonna-live-forever fantasy okay.

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I wouldn't..my dad gave me my name.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Nahhh..

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Two pairs.

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
HAHAHA uhm 3 years ago, with Quinn. Cycled through red light. 50bucks fine.

Last person you talked to?
My sis

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
Spring! i'm a spring baby, not too hot, not too cold. perfect.

Holiday?
Christmas =)

Day of the week?
Friday and Saturday..can't choose! i love weekend! Sunday is not counted cause i'll have to go to school the next. ugh.

Month?
May =)

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
you bet i am.

Mood?
Happyyyy..i dunno why,maybe because i spent money.

What are you listening to?
Currently, nothing.

Watching?
-_-"

Worrying about?
Nothing. Even when i have like so many deadlines ahahah I DONT CARE.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
tha toilet.

What's the last movie you saw?
Twilight! im so gonna buy the DVD..

Do you smile often?
Guess so?

QUESTIONS

1)Do you always answer your phone?
If i'm not fighting with anyone, yes. And if i missed it, well then i missed it.

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Could be anybody..

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Light brown..but gold or pink would be cool too!

4) Do you own a digital camera?
Yeah.

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yeah..when i was young..all died.

7) Favorite Christmas song?
all i want for Christmasssss is youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Tifanny!Victoria's Secret! and lots more ^^

9) Can you do push ups?
i think so...

10) Can you do a chin up?
No hahahahaha. nice one.

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Excited of course! (SG here i comeeee!)

12) Do you have any saved texts?
Yeahh..baby's.

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Yeah..when i was 6 or 7 or so.

14) Do you have an accent?
Not sure..

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
None?

16) Plans tonight?
Do hw.

17) Name 3 things you bought in the last week.
plastic thing to store make up, make up, train tickets -_-"

18) Have you ever been given roses?
yeahh..none were from bb tho.

19) Current worry?
Noneee.

20) Current hate right now?
sucky weather!

21) Met someone who changed your life?
Yeahh..quite a few actually.

22) How did you bring in the New Year!
At home with family and bb ^^

23) What song represents you?
...i dunno?

25) Name three people who might complete this?
dunno, dont care.

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
online, surfing the web and chatting and talking on the phone.

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
yeahhh! no school. (self claimed day off hahahaha)

-youmakemefeelsoloved

funny and touching

2009-03-05T22:04:00.006+01:00

Hola people.
I'm back online! (in case u haven't noticed, my blog disappeared for a few days) Blogger.com's robot thingy's thought that MY blog was a spamblog or something. whateverrr.
Anyway..what do you think of my new layout?! ^^

Oh and i just remembered of a few dumb but funny conversations that i wanna remember!

Who: Nienke, baby, nienke's mum, me
Where: outside kruidvat @ centre

Nienke: Melleeeeee!!
Me: YO! wat doe jij hier? (YO! whatcha doing here?)
Nienke: Ohh..ik kom even de olifanten voeren enzo (ohh i just came to feed the elephants!)
Me: oh echt? blablabla doorkleppen (really? blablabla still talking)
baby, nienkos en her mum laughing
nienke's mum: ze zei net dat ze de olifanten kwam voeren! (she just said that she was here to feed the elephants!)
Me: ohhh...

Me: hoe gaat het tussen max en jou? (how are things going between you and max(her bf) ?)
Nienke: ohhh goed hoor (ohhh good)
Me: ja..zien jullie elkaar nog wel eens? (yeahh so do u guys still meet up?
Nienke: nee, we spreken elkaar niet. (no we're not speaking to each other)

-_-" i guess i left my brains at home that day.

Who: Michael-John, Me
Location: @home, msn
subject:me gonna skip school the next day

MJ: sooo what time does your cla
MJ: oh nvm -_-
Me: HAHAHAHAHA

Who: baby & me
location: baby's place
subject: i forgot..trying to convince me that i'm dumb?

baby knocking on my head
BB: ZIE er zit zaagsel in je hoofd!! (See, there is sawdust in your head)
Me: ECHT NIET, GA WEG (NO THERE ISN'T, GO AWAY!)
BB: als ik in je oor blaas, komt er dan zaagsel uit??? (If i blow into one of your ear, would the sawdust come out of the other?)

SEE!! HE'S MEAN I TELL YOU! even though i couldn't stop myself from laughing..
I've kinda successfully managed to manipulate bb today!! HAHAHAHAHA
well, i wasn't actually, i was just stating the facts.

So we woke up kinda late..bb changed, me still applying make up
bb: ok doei baby, ik ga! (ok bye baby! i'm going off!)
me: o_0
bb: wat? ik ga je echt niet naar school brengen hoor! (what? i'm not gonna bring you to school!)
me: =(( *pouts*

at the door
bb: even knuffellen (come hug)
me: ... reluctant
while hugging
bb: ik hou van jou (i love you)
me: vast (yeah right)
bb: ja heeel veel (yeahh soooo much!)
me: nou, niet genoeg om mij op school te droppen! (well, not enough to drop me off at school!)
bb: ....je hebt 10 minuten! (speechless and giving me a look while looking at his watch. you've got 10 minutes!!)

AWESOMEEE!

oh and i didnt blog about a what i think was a super cool remark on a test. i seriously didnt know the answer and believe me, i tried flipping through the pages in hope that i would find the answer somewhere..it was dutch literature exam btw.

DL paper: wat versta je onder ...blablabla een of ander woord waar ik nog nooit van heb gehoord
(what do u understand about.. (some difficult dutchy word i've never seen before in ma whole life)

my answer: dat versta ik niet... (i dont understand that..)

WHUHAHAHA AND GUESS WHAT?! I WAS CLEVER ENOUGH TO FREAKING PASSSSSSS THE TEST!! got the result today and i must admit, i was nervous cause the test went really reallllyy bad! oh and i got an awesome high score for history too! didnt even study all of it..maybe i am a genius afterall...and maybe i'll make it stinkin' rich afterall... *dreams of her future big ass house*

ok moving on...it still kinda sucks that i can't take any pics..blog seems so bare without pics!
speaking of pics, i was waiting for this laptop to start up just now (takes AGES) and i was looking at some pics on my desk and wall..have quite a few pics of my dad there..then suddenly, i had a realllyyyy weird feeling/thought..

I was looking at the pics and thinking..how weird that this person on the photo doesn't really exist anymore. he's just gonee.. =( like..i dunno..was a really weird feeling. someone that used to be there, someone important to you, gone forever, just like that.

I have a pic of my dad posing in a restaurant by himself..dunno where it was but on the back of the photo, it says

"Love you forever,

Jameson Lee!

I love you"

Followed by his signature and a heart with the words i love you in it and an arrow through the heart...
Well,it was for my mum..when they were still dating i think. One thing i know for sure is that he meant what he wrote.. AAWWWWW <3

ok enough for today..i was telling myself to be good today and do some schoolwork in bed. was doing that when i remembered that i had to order a book and now, i've done nothing -_-" sleepyyyyy! byebyeee!

-meeting you was the best thing that happened to me

no haircut

2009-02-18T20:58:00.002+01:00

omg i totally forgot to post about

BREAKING DAWN!!

GOOD book and loved every sentence in it whuahaha. totally addicted man! Out of the 4 books, i think new moon is the least interesting..ohwell that was that.

Now i'm pissed that i can't get a haircut during my 1 week holiday! Hairdresser is off to Hongkong for 2 week. darn it. Maybe i'll go to another hairdresser but i don't dare to! I'm afraid they'll mess up my hair cause i want something totally different this time! blehhh life sucks.

well, there are good things in life too, like seeing bb in a few hours time! yay

-bequick!

PHONEISGONE

2009-02-16T22:05:00.002+01:00

Blehhh i've been neglecting this blog for some time haha.
Wellllll, exams are over for the time being! Next one is coming up in 6 weeks..and i still have alot of deadlines to meet. damnit.just when i thought i was all done.

Firstly,

MY PHONE WAS STOLEN OUT OF MY LOCKED I REPEAT LOCKED LOCKER!!
STUPID FUCKER IS GONNA PAY BIGGGGGGGGGGG TIME IF I EVER FIND OUT WHO IT WAS!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHUAAAAAAAA I'M FURIOUS OKAY. ALL MY PICTURES, MESSAGES FROM BB AND OTHER LOVED ONES AND THE ALARM AND THE CAMERA AND JUST THE CONVENIENCE OF IT!!!! #%#^&$%&^%*&^(%&$%^#^

oh and

KARMA WILL GET TO THAT BASTARD CAUSE THE EARTH IS ROUND! AND LET'S START BY LETTING HIM PK THE MOMENT HE STEPS OUT OF HIS HOUSE. AARRRGGGGHHHH

okay, i'm done expressing my anger..it's not nearly that frustrating when i am almost certain that school's gonna pay up for the theft. CAUSE i was having an official school examination and we are not allowed to bring our mobile phones with us sooo..i HAD to put it in my locker..and so it's their fault for having bad lockers and not having security cams and stuff. Filed a police report too..hope the sucker will get caught. Ohwell, at least he wasn't dumb enough to try and sell my phone on marktplaats.nl (kind of dutch ebay)

I'm assuming he's a he cause i dunno..it's more likely to be a male than female..to open the locker, as Ap showed me, you have to add a lil force and twist. everyone at school are getting new kind of locks now..

On the lighter note, i'm lucky that the idiot didnt bother to open my schoolbag. In it was, my purse WITH money, new ipod and my other phone..yeah and schoolbooks but i guess no one would wanna steal that. enough about him, makes my blood boil each time i think about it. (happened last tuesday btw..)

V-day was great! Had lots of quality time with my special one and this year, we (well actually he) decided to stay home and cook our own dinner! We made our own special pizza's..and shaped it like a heart ^^ we invented our own pizza too hahahahhaa CHA SIEW PIZZAAAAAA yum yum!

I don't think i'll be blogging that often now, kinda busy and laptop is gone..even if i could blog, i wont be able to upload pics, except when i'm at mick's place. enough for now..i'm going to study..i'm super determined and motivated to end this term with excellence!! (let's see how long i 'm able to do that) Ciao fellas

-doyouknowthatiloveyouso,wellnowyouknow

Eclipse

2009-01-31T21:03:00.003+01:00

Eclipse is so much better than New Moon!! hehe..1 more book to go but i'm gonna buy that AFTER my exams, or else i won't study..not that there is much difference anyway cause i'm always putting off studying till the very last minute and then start to stress out and burn the midnight oil -_-" It's a habit that won't go away.. maybe someday, i'll change. For now, i'll just keep telling myself to do what i always do.

Ohwell,i'm bored to death anyway so i might study later on.
Nothing much to blog about either..life hasn't been that interesting lately.
till next time! Ciaoooo

newmoon finished

2009-01-20T22:20:00.002+01:00

WOW I'VE FINISHED READING NEW MOON!!

My new personal record man. 595 pages in less than two days. And no, i haven't been reading all day long like a nerd! It was a good book ^^ was a lil disappointed that Edward wasn't that much in the story..beginning and end..ohwell maybe the movie will be different!! Woahhh i'm so gonna buy eclipse and breaking dawn this weekend!

-1moredaytoseeingyou!

NewMoon

2009-01-19T21:49:00.008+01:00

My current addictions!!!

NewMoon!! (Stephenie meyer, same author from Twilight) and yeah, i read. Jesse let me borrow the book cause i couldnt wait for the next movie...which is coming out around jan 2010 *shame*shame* anywayyyy he brought it to school for me today and i'm already at page 159/595 o_0 i'm totally addicted and im gonna go buy all 4 books. Twilight (which i've seen with cindy a few months back), New Moon (which i'm reading currently), Eclipse and Breaking Dawn ^^

The Strawberry Body Butter from the Bodyshop!

mmyum yum! It smells so good..but mickey thought i had been eating sweets!! Hmmppff..he didnt believe me till i showed him the body butter :( *heartbreaks* Blehhh then he followed by taking a bite out of me head. o_0 Okayy that was kinda my fault cause i asked him 'ben ik niet om op te eten?' with a big grin..hehe Cant really translate this..anywayyy he made fun of me all weekend by biting me and stuff. Hmmppf. and when i give him the murder look he'll say 'je bent om op te eten toch' smiling happily. blehhhh

Hmm..i downloaded JJ Lin's new album Sixology and i must say, it's really good! I'm totally addicted to 'Always Online' There is an 'English version' of it too..but i think the song is a lil bit weird..he's singing about guns,murder,God and the smell of roses on his feet WHAHAHAHAHAHA FOR REAL.

The chorus of 'Cries in a Distance'..english version of Always online but i wouldnt call it the english version though..totally different lyrics!

Cause all I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someone's dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No…no…

Cause all I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore…
I fall…
I call…
I crawl…

I love the song Xiao Jiu Wo (small dimple) toooo!! Oh and Wang Leehom's album is quite good too..with heartbeat and another heaven.

Always Online <3

Aaahh i almost cried..even though the 'story' is not really logical..
made me kinda wonder what i would do without my baby :( loveya!

And my last but not least addiction for the past year almost 13 months is baby! ^^

Overdue pics from his bday^^ i surprised him!!!

Happy 24th bday bb^^

Thaaa delicious cake! Those 'balls' are actually made of chocolate! YUMMYYY

-heartbeat

newcar!

2009-01-12T21:54:00.002+01:00

wowwieeee!! we've got a new car! Not anything fancy but better than our old one..that one was sooo falling apart! This one (daihatsu charade) is automatic! oh and its red! I've never driven an automatic car before but i heard its a piece of cake ^_^y I'll drive once the snow is GONE and YESSSS it's starting to melt! These past week i've understood the meaning of 'frost-bite' The frost bit my toes off...geez really hate that.

I need a tan so bad...I'm turning colourless...Rj said that i was turning transparant -_-" ha-ha. Oh and i wanna/need (it's splitting) cut my hair! still choosing between different styles..

I totally resent schoool! can't wait to be done with it..pff
actually, school isnt that bad..it's the long hours (especially wintertime) that makes school a drag. Okayy enough said. off to study!ciaooo

-2moredays!

happy new year!

2009-01-05T22:16:00.011+01:00

Happy 2009 y'all!! (i know i'm 5 days late)

I've been too busy to update! Baby gave me his old lappie(he bought himself a macbook) so now i have one again! oh did i mention that i haven't lost all of my files?!?! :D
It's snowing! I HATE SNOW. except when i don't have to leave the house, which is highly unlikely.Weird thing was that i didnt even expect the snow. I was all ready for school this morning, and when i opened the front door, all i saw was snow. me: o_0 $#^#^$%#%^$&^%*%^&%*%# then, thinking to myself: ok, í'm gonna take my own sweet time to walk to the busstop and if i don't make it on time, i'm going back home to sleep. hehehehe

Anyway...it's gonna be -15 degrees celcius tonight. I'm still thinking whether i'm going to school or stay at home with a cup of hot chocolate. I think i'll most probably choose the latter.

Hmm...the 2 weeks of holidays have been wonderful! I've seen bb everyday! <3 Time went by so fast =( Christmas celebration at the Avri was fun! pics up later ^^

Christmas celebration at home was nice too. Kinda peacefull, this year. Same as new year.. Btw, my poor mum got hit by fireworks! o_0 she has a lil burnt mark on her cheek now =(

Went to Thalia in Rotterdam on the 27th and had one hell of a night. I think we were there for like 3 or 4 hours but i was gulping down sambuca's and gin and vodka and malibu like crazy. Oh and i had food poisoning. let's not get into details, hee. pics from thalia will be upped another time..dont have them yet..and if they are ugly i shan't upload them.

BB and my 1year anniversary was fantastico! Had dinner at Humphrey's in Rotterdam and due to being hungry....i forgot to take pictures of the food! Speaking of food...i've been to Kimchi house!! It's ok i guess...i prefer koreana T_T i want my koreana back!!!! *wails and throws a tantrum on the floor* Sevice wasnt that good and ordered stuff didnt come..i wanted to eat jjajangmyeon so bad!! Then they told me it was finished...Finished my ASS! It was the first week of opening!! i went like what? Wednesday? Pff...why not just tell me that the stock hasn't arrived yet or something? hmmpf. the cucumber kimchi was good though ^^

uhm nienke?

winner of most strawberries in the mouth (he was the only contestant)

mellee in action

very clean

still cleaning... -_-"

whuhahaha they match perfectly

is this tree real?

whoops

stijno

owned @ Kingsen

same

same

nienke again

Merijn again

just chillin'

6/10

sleeping time(1hour)

merry christmas!

...

Bibimbap! <3

Cindy,aunt Winnie, Vi, BB and me

this time with ma

loves

Prezzies from baby for our 1 year anniversary!
Thanks bb,love you and love them! muah

bought this a while back..for the time being, untill i lay my hands on VS moehahaha xD

back

-feelingloved!

neglection

2008-12-22T15:30:00.003+01:00

Im sorry.... i've been neglecting my blog -_- Well, lappie is spoilt..again. It's kinda difficult explaining everything and it's boring too so let's skip that part. The bottom line is that all my files are blocked!! damnit. i hope that my photo's are allright!

Hmm..examinations went quite well even though i havent been doing much for it ^^ I suck at planning and i started too late with studying...as always.

We finally have a Christmas tree and this one is bigger than the one from last year :) It looks so nice with all the presents! i'll post up a pic of that soon..my nails are kick-ass cool too! Christmassy nails! Will post a pic of that later too..along with a pic of RJ with his pants down whuahahahhahaha.

I can't wait for tonight! Finally meeting the the gang for a Christmas celebration ^^ AND!! I'm finally seeing baby tomorrow! One and a half weeks seemed too long! Lalala i'm so happy today.

Oh and i heard that the korean all you can eat is opening TODAY!! WOOOHHOOOEEE
I'm looking forward to so many things!! can't wait! can't wait!

Ciao people and happy holidays!

-shou qian shou yi bu, liang bu, san bu, shi bu, wang zhe tian

iwantaweenie

2008-12-06T22:12:00.001+01:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA

darn i hate studying

- =(

2008-12-05T22:33:00.004+01:00

I'm back! Had a realllyyy busy week and i'm glad this week is over! I'm dreading next week just as much though...Exams -_-" I haven't been studying and i just kinda remembered that i have the management and organisation exam on MONDAY. shit.

I did find time to go to Rotterdam though..hihi. Ashley joined me..i'm such a bad influence on her haha. i was already finished with school and ash went for 1 class -_-

Anywayy..we shopped and i bought boots without heels (iewl)...HAD to because my right knee is hurting more often..i think it's getting worse and i need to see the doctor..but i don't have the timeeeeeeee!! Really need to get it fixed or else i won't be able to wear kickass stilleto's etc anymore!!

Had sushi for dinner with yiyi and it was deliciousss!! Daniel secretly gave me a free drink haha.
I totally love all-you-can-eat and guess what?! the former Koreana is REALLLLLLYYY becoming an all-you-can-eat restaurant! It's called KimChi House now and i wonder when it's going to start business! I really really hope that they will have the standard of Koreana (probably not).. anyway..we were so full after eating..When i got to Mickey's place i was like OEFFF...couldn't move..

I wanted to blog about something but i forgot. -__-""

It was snowing again yesterday! But the snow didn't stay..I have included the pics of 2 weeks ago though =)

I wanna shop and i can't wait for the Christmas holidays!!! OOHHH, my mum hasn't bought a new Christmas tree yet!! *frowns* Since i'm already rambling about Christmas...ahahahahaha my boss is so funny. We have these nice pictures of 'dishes' displayed(meant for display purposes) at the cafetaria..so some customers were asking: ohhh do you make that too? When can we order that? My boss: eeehhh at Christmas time!
customers: =)
HAHAHAHAHA we're CLOSED during Christmas!!!

front view

back view

my kickass nails

-simplelove

Pics from parisss!

2008-11-29T01:20:00.007+01:00

Omg,what am i doing online at this hour? It's 1:30am...i ought to be sleeping or something..but i haven't been blogging for awhile..busy busy! Won't be blogging that much these upcoming weeks due to exams -_-' I've got so many assignments to hand in!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH i'm dying of stress hahaha never mind the fact that we've received the assignments WEEKS ago. I do things last minute.

Anyway..It was snowing last week! Urrgghhh hated it cause i had to cycle to work. It was almost a mission impossible cause the snow was kind of like a blizzard or something. Stung my face like mad and when i had to cycle home i nearly fell a couple of times. -_-' There was like 5cm of snow!! a customer said that she nearly fell on her way walking to the shop and her friend, who went by scooter fell 3 times. She told me to walk home cause a scooter's tire is so much fatter than a bicycle wheel. Noway..walking means uhm i think an hour or something? Furthermore it was cold, dark and i was hungry! I managed to get home without falling off my bike so i've got skill baby! ^.^

Went to my love's place on Monday and i fell sick!! -_- baby was sick so i boiled water for the medicine..it was too hot so i poured some water from a bottle in the cup as well...poured too much so it wasn't warm enough..so i drank some of it before pouring more hot water in it..i thought the water tasted kinda weird but didn't put much thought into it after drinking..
After awhile..i had a queesy feeling in my stomach..i was thirsty in the evening so i drank directly from the bottle and IEWL it had a weird taste. baby looked at me o_0 and said WHY DID YOU DRINK FROM THAT BOTTLE?!?! Geezzz...how would i know that that water is like a few weeks old. YUCKS..was feeling like shit after that and was feeling hot and the next cold..this went on the whole night. Skipped school the next day and the both of us laid in bed the whole day sick, watching movies and sleeping all day long. The day after that too haha..i kinda like it! Quality time spent and lazing around the whole day, watching old movies...ideal.The only part that wasn't that great was the feeling of being sick haha. Oh btw we decided to eat porridge..but baby didnt have the things needed for porridge!Sooo...i made up something with the things he had and it was goooood!! haha except that it was a lil salty...but it didn't matter! loved it all the same.

WOOHOOO received some good news today! Yiyi told me that Koreana (my fave restaurant) is going to replace the a la carte into all-you-can-eat!! That means the restaurant wasn't sold to shabu shabu? and that also means it will not turn into a sushi restaurant!!! I LOVE KOREAN FOOOOODDDD!!
I hope that it's true though, or else my heart will be broken for the second time... T_T

Pics from Paris!

^^

I'm such a good photographer

La Seine

Eiffel Tower

Emiline and me

Barbara feeding the birds

Our Group

Moheb thought it was time to strip in public

Courtyard at the Conciergerie where man and woman are allowed to meet for the last time before getting executed

Dinner

-a telephone cant take the place of your smile

eventful weekend

2008-11-18T21:12:00.003+01:00

Wahhh this weekend was eventful! Was at Paris (yeah again) last friday with school! It was a day trip so we left at 6 in the morning and came back at 3:15am... it was quite peaceful in the bus because everyone was tired and slept ^^

Anywayyyy...visited quite alot of places..i've never been inside the Conciergerie..quite interesting! Maybe because i'm quite fascinated by Marie-Antoinette

Well,pics will be up as soon as i have them..next couple of days probably. My special one came to pick me up at 3:15am!thnx bb! Oh btw..our bus was stopped by the police! hahahaha COOOOLL..if it werent so late already..police came up the bus and checked everyone's ID..they really have nothing better to do..

I saw French police too! cause there was a protest hahaha cool man..i really hoped they would fight or something but too bad, it didnt happen. Well....french police is unlike dutch police! Most of the dutch officers are fat hahahahahahhahaha(donuts and coffee). The french were super fit and some were quite cute as wel hihi.

Slept at 4am.... -_- Had a nice day with special one and he cooked a nice dinner for me ^^ well, it was supposed to be for me but ma and vi joined us. Salmon and specially made potatoes with onion and bacon! oh and salad! HHHMMMMMM yum yum..i did help okay!!

The tiredness finally got to me on Sunday so i slept the whole day before going to work..omg i'm getting old!!! ok maybe its a teeny weeny bit of excuse for being lazy...

OH!! i had something to complain about!! i have a HUUUUUUUGGEEE ulcer on my upper lip!! it's about 1cm,no kidding! i had to go to the orthodontic on thursday and they fucking flashed me! The last time i went for checkup they told me the next time (thursday) would be the last..NOT! he told me to come back 6months later for another checkup...NOFREAKINWAY IM NOT GOINGGGGGG!! CHEAT.
anyway..the assistant had to apply more 'glue' so she stuffed my mouth with cotton, upperlip and my cheeks..think of a hamster full of food. and because she had to apply the special type of glue, she had to dry my mouth..and when she was done...............

she didnt make the cotton wet..(as what they normally do) but ripped the cotton right out of my mouth!! yeah,exactly. OUCH. had like 2 holes in my cheeks and upperlip was bleeding cause the fucker ripped a piece of skin along. ARGGHHH i'm so angry!

oh and i saw someone bump into a signboard thing yesterday. HILARIOUS. totally made my day. his face was like TSK.who the fuck placed that thing there suddenly?!*looking angry/macho at the same time* and i was laughing my head off and thinking 'suckerrrrrr...luckily i'm short so that will never happen to me' HAHAHA

Quotes of the day.
*while having a rather disgusting discussion about making letters out of poo*
emiline: 'well,i cant make anything more of it than the letter L'

Brian said that another word for going to the toilet to shit was DOWNLOADING
HAHAHAHAHHAAHA OMG.
so there was this weird girl that probably didnt get what we were talking about..when we headed for different ways she said: 'have fun downloading all the maths information in class!!' *big smile*
emiline: holding her laugh in and managed a feeble 'thank you'
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok off to study. AAAAAHHH exams in 2weeks!
btw,my mum is getting kinda weird..she was like name your future kid Micheal..your name begins with M and Mickey's too! then she burst out laughing
me: o_0 ..speechless
vivian: WHO SAYS SHE'S GONNA MARRY HIM?! AND WHO SAYS ITS GONNA BE A BOY?!

10 mins later..

ok ok, name him SKY then..you liked that name so much..and you can name your 2nd child GROUND again laughing her head off..and translating those 2 names in all languages she knows
vivian and me: o_0...
me after 10mins: i dont even like that name anymore....

ok really off to study now.

-waitingforyouuuuuuu

if i were a millionair

2008-11-10T21:57:00.010+01:00

If i were a millionair, i would buy up everything from VICTORIA'S SECRETTTTTTTT
super love the baby dolls!! ^^

hothothot

omg i've been eyeing this one for so long!!! T_T

This one is nice too...

or this one..

the 'normal' sleepwear is nice toooooo

<3

even the wraps are cute!

WHAAAAAA can't take it anymore! I'm not going to even START with the shoes.. feeling depressed enough already T_T

SOMEDAY.....SOMEDAY... ALL THAT WILL BE MINEEEE *evil laugh*

-missyousomuch

Touch my body with your eyes

2008-11-07T14:34:00.005+01:00

Hi all =) Totally random post haha. Well, most of you guys probably know this popular korean MV from Kiss titled Because I'm A Girl. If you don't know it you should probably watch it before reading on to catch the ball.

I still remember that tears were flowing after watching the MV for the first time..hehe
Anywayyyy remember that my eyes were swollen a few weeks back? I got panicky and called baby and asked 'what if i become blind?!?!' He replied by saying 'ohhh,then i'll have to hold your hand' blablabla dry answer as usual.

So i was thinking of this MV a few days back and suddenly i thought of what baby had said. I was thinking: why didn't he say that he would give me his eyes?!
Wanting an answer immediately, i called.

Me: WHY DIDNT YOU SAY THAT YOU WOULD GIVE ME YOUR EYES, HUH?!
Mickey gave a totally unexpected answer and said:because i will be holding your hand!
Me still not satisfied: but you could give me your eyes! If not both, you could share and give me 1 of the 2!
Baby: oh please, as if you USE them.
Me: ...*gasp*
Baby continuing: you have your drivers license but you don't drive, you never know where you have left you things..etc.

Me defeated. What a meanie..*cries*
so that's how much you love me huh?! Geez,mickey,you broke my heart. T_T ok i'll spare you guys from my dramatic alter ego.

moving on.

I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG!

Really! someone taught me before but that was like 5years back or so..Totally forgotten how to play now. I can't learn from my mum either because she always LOSES hahahaha. Her nieces in Singapore call her santa claus. Mum got a friend to buy a MJ set from Malaysia. First thing i said when i opened it up: 'WHY AREN'T THEY(the tiles) PINK??' Ma: purple is nice too... Vi just home from school: IEWL why are they purple?! hahahaha house of women.

THIS you gotta watch.
PLEASE watch it.
Touch my body originally from mariah carey..

BWHAHAHAHAA he TOTALLY RAPED the song but it TOTALLY CRACKED ME UP!
Someone commented:My ass just fell on the floor because i was laughing my ass off
whuhahahahahahahahahah that's exactly how i feel!
From this day onwards, i'll say the word 'camera' his way. omg omg love it love it.

-touch my body

jacket n bag!

2008-11-01T15:50:00.004+01:00

OMG I'm so clever that baby ought to be darn proud of me hahahaha. Ok, lets start with yesterday..oh no, let's start with Wednesday. Skipped a few lessons with Ashley that day and we went to the mac. ghaha^^ After i ordered, i wanted to pay by card BUT the machine thingy displayed something like 'unvalid card'my eyes went o_0 cause i knew there was enough money on it..so tried again and phewwww..it worked.

We had were just finished with our yummy meal when i smelled something fishy and it was stinking real bad...so i looked around and saw that a girl wearing ballerina's that was sitting at the table next to us,had 'taken off her shoes' hmm..how do i say it..like.. her feet were half out of her ballerina's,get it? IEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWLLLL disgusting girl with her smelly, sweaty feet. BLEH
Lucky for her that both ash and i were done with eating or else... i would have done something unpleasant to her..like pouring my up-sized coke on her feet or something so at least it wont stink. or or or find someone with super smelly feet and stick that person's feet in her nose! or just stick her own feet in her arse/nose/mouth will do too, then i won't have to go look for someone. HMMPF!

Oh yeah back to my bank card.. well..yesterday was a sucky evening. bumped my head several times, once in the bus while sleeping, once at work and twice because of mickey. =( Well, had to buy my monthly bus ticket yesterday and wanted to pay by card as well, guess what. 'unvalid card'AGAIN! Tried ten thousand times but i gave up in the end and paid by cash. Luckily i had enough..went to rotterdam after work... waited outside for the bus for 30mins! it was FREEZING. Finally got onto the bus. reached train station and had to buy my tickey. UNFUCKINGVALID CARD for the upteenth time,i gave up and wated to buy my tickey with cash,at the counters. CLOSED. COULDNT BELIEVE IT MAN! o_0 where is the world coming to?!?! (mood: freakin pissed)

think, melissa, think. you can't possibly go back home now cause mum is partying so she wont be picking you up.. (she drove me to the busstop btw.) *ding*ding*ding* EUREKA. Go to the snack corner and ask the lady for small change to buy your ticket with! She was kinda reluctant at first but gave it to me in the end. YAY!

NOT. waited for 10mins in the cold again, this time, it was colder. (my mood: more pissed off than freakin pissed) was finally sitting happily alone in the train when 2 morons came to sit in my 'coupé'. They said hi,i just smiled a forced smile. Checked them out and saw that both had red bull, and one of them had cheap ass imitation vodka or something. THENNNNNNNNN the other one (not with the bottle of booze) took something out of his jacket...

*drumsroll*

A FUCKING JOINT!!!AND, HE LIT IT UP!! IN THE TRAIN! OHMYGAWD. as you know, the smell of pot is super strong..i rolled my eyes and in my head i was thinking, hey, can i get stoned by the amount i inhale through my nose? decided not to try, cause
1. me stoned = in trouble with baby.
2. i was alone
3. it was dark
4. i was going to rotterdam
5. i'm a girly girl
6.i am a girl,all alone,at night,on my way to rotterdam.

so i burried my nose in my shawl..cursing and cussing the 2 morons in my head. (mood: pissed off to no end) Reached rotterdam at 22:15..was 5mins early, called bb to find out that he was still at home because he thought that i would arrive at 22:40. waited in the cold/dark AGAIN for 20mins plus there were lots of scary people walking around. (mood:explode) when bb finally arrived, i was too mad to talk.

Decided to buy a coat today because i was freezing my ass off yesterday due to not having a winter coat yet. (as stated in an earlier post,sayyy dec/jan 2007/2008? the old one was stolen during prom) okaaayyy...went to the bank and asked if i could just draw cash at a counter. Not possible. *frowned* I AM GOING TO GET MY WINTER COAT TODAYYYYYYYYYY!! tried my shot at the atm machine and it worked!! hallelujah! clever huh?! hihi^^

so I've bought my winter coat!! yay! And a new schoolbag too, my old one is too small so i've bought a big,black and sexy bag! It feels so nice to spend moneyyyyyy. Mickey's gonna scold me for sure when he comes back,no doubt about it. I'll make sure he doesn't by cooking a fantastic dinner hahahaha sssshhhtt!

my coat

my hot,sexy bag

moksie says bye

-you'remynumber1

tarzan is gay

2008-10-25T23:09:00.006+02:00

My lovely tel is bahaaacckkkk =) Only thing is that i've lost ALL my contact numbers T_T I thought they were saved in my SIM card..NOT. Gonna have to go through so much trouble getting back everyone's telephone numbers again o_0.

Baby came at around 1plus today,chilled,went to have a walk and bought some things. Cooked aardappel anders after that...hmmm yummyyyy. Lazed around,watched tv then he left =(
Perfect day together though =) Saying goodbye was hard cause i knew i wouldn't be seeing him for the next 2weeks T_T

By the way...i was scanning through some of my old posts just now cause i was wondering if i had already posted the pics from Luxembourg when i saw the post from 'tarzan' ...about his incredible body? hahahhahaha omg..i was in rdam some time back...watching tv..'wie ben ik' (who am i) anyway...Jamai was a guest there (winner of dutch idols long time ago and gay) so the host was introducing him with a self made poem..he said something like 'blablabla....en jamai,die het met tarzam doet... blablabla'(and jamai, who does it with tarzan) o_0 *mouth fell open* and shouted WHAAAAAATTTTTTTTT?!?!?! MICKKKKHHHEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! baby: what?! me: TARZAN IS GAY o_0
he was like: you didn't know?! me: hell no, i don't know these dutch actors.. mickey after awhile: wat doe je op homo's geilen?! (cant really translate but it's something like 'why are you getting horny from gays?!') oh my gawddd....cant believe he's gay...his body was really...*drools* ok enough enough.

Miss no good is a really good drama!! i'm hooked.shit. from now on, i will never start watching a drama that is still airing. i can't bear to wait the whole time T_T come to think of it, haven't been watching naruto for more than 6months haha

Well, here are the pics from my curls the other day and the pics from luxembourg that i had forgotten.

beautifull scenery..

haha bb's hair then..

panorama

-imissyoualready

finally finished!

2008-10-24T23:26:00.006+02:00

WOOOHOOOOO!! FINALLY DONE WITH THE SHIT EXAMS!

Geez, turned out..i was worrying for noppes. Plenty of time for the exams and it's not that difficult i guess..I didn't really do my best for it =( It went ok in general...so cross your fingers for me and hope that i passed every subject!
I promised myself this week that i'll do better for the next upcoming exams ^^
Hahaha english was 1 piece of paper with i think 30 questions? i was done in 10 mins,checked my answers for the next 5 and then left the classroom. we had an HOUR to complete it..hmmz

My timetable for the next period is also ok i guess, On Monday and Friday i'll be done at 1300 ^^
The rest 1645 o_0 bleh..starting each day at 8:45 so that means my ass out of bed at 6:30 T_T *lies on the floor and starts wailing like a kid who doesn't get candy*

Party of the year was a blast! Had a nice time(thnx for the party guys) but i can't believe i was still sober at the end of the party. so unlike me..ghehe. Anyway, i found out that if Stijn kneels,with his body straight, he's almost my height... *ashamed* so that's how short i am T_T As if that weren't enough, Ritjert made fun of me today by asking why i am so short and why i won't grow T_T There is this dutch saying: KLEIN MAAR FIJN (small/short but good,can't really translate) Anyway, i don't mind cause i don't like south americans, especially someone with the name RJ muahahaha. (jk jk)

My phone is finally fixed! Baby is coming tomorrow with my fixed phone, yay! I miss my phone so muchieee! Yeah yeah,miss baby too..

Ok,enough..time for pics ^^

Stijnooo and me

homies Stijn and Nienke and double D bra on her ass

Jon and me

Uhm yeah..i'm there,somewhere

Blurry-but-i-like Merijn et moi

-hateitwhenyourenotwithme

hatingschool

2008-10-18T16:32:00.002+02:00

*WAILS* I CANT BRING MYSELF TO STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
economics is on tuesday and that worries me the most T_T
i hate school so much blehhh
geez i have 9 subjects and i have studied for 1 o_0 Super condemned.
ohwell,for some there is no need to study for..easy peasy..english for instance.

shit im really running out of time and there is a huge party @ nienke's tonight hahahahaha
theme is proud to be vaut (wrong) and im still thinking of what to wear..
i think a dress with sneakers beneath it is quite incorrect..right?
i'm planning to curl my hair though =) i'm so looking forward tonight! Finally seeing/partying with/getting high with my homies!

Spent my past few days at baby's..tuesday and came back yesterday to work.. We actually studied at the library! that's usually so not me..i think its still not me cause i get distracted super easily.
everytime the lift opens,i'll look up..there was a guy sitting beside me and i couldnt get to work because he was breathing so heavily and sighing the whole time. i rolled my eyes at him haha. Then 2 asian girls came along and they had wasabi nuts with them! OMGGGGG the noise was killing me. anywayyy managed to study for geography.

Had a nice time with baby, eventhough we didnt do anything special. missed him so much. finally played bomberman haha but chandan wasnt there. ohwell..going to try studying now..i wish i had baby's motivation and determination!!!!! bleh.

p.s. phone still spoilt! so no pics.

- lonely without you

sick again

2008-10-12T22:03:00.002+02:00

Hmm.. got no mood to blog lately. I think i'm getting sick again.. T_T I've been feeling down these past few days, but i don't really know why i'm feeling this way. (and no,its not pms) Lost my appetite too and i haven't been sleeping well. I feel so sorry for my stomach haha

Weird that my boss came up to me just now,asking if everything was ok.. ohwell, this just shows that i can't hide my emotions..i've caught myself frowning today...several times.. AAAHH I DONT WANNA FROWN! I DONT WANNA GET WRINKLES!!

By the way, 'Miss no good' is so nice to watch!! i cant wait for ep 6 haha. Currently watching Fated to love you and that one is good too! dont really like long dramas (24 eps) but this one is ok..watching ep 16 now ^^ omg..i just started watching yesterday..my eyes hurt from watching haha and the one reading this will probably think that i have no life..aaahhh omg i'm such a social outcast o_0

-my everything

Slap her upside down

2008-10-01T20:32:00.002+02:00

I'm blogging so often lately! Really nothing better to do ghaha,nah just kidding...i just feel like blogging,thats all.

I witnessed something uber mega super duper DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!
ready for the story?
here it comes:
HAHAHAHA OMG

Well...i had history,ok wait,before that, you guys need to know how we are seated.. we are seated kind of in a ring...but in the shape of a square..get it? so there are 2 squares..an outer one and an inner one..sooooo you're able to see the one sitting opposite you..

ok,so i was sitting at the outer 'square'..half listening to the teacher..Thennnn i glanced around because my attention span is short haha. I spotted a guy (dont know his name,dont wanna know either) sitting 'opposite' me..he was freaking PICKING HIS NOSE!!!! as if that wasn't enough, he had to pick with 2 fingers hahahhaha Using his thumb and wise finger he was like 'pulling' the booger out IEWL IEWL IEWL and as if that wasnt disgusting enough..............what he did next nearly made me puke out the food i ate for the past week.
HE FREAKING ATE THE BOOGER!!!! he licked the booger off his finger and then his mouth went 'myam, myam' YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSS

Anyway..that was enough to get my head back to the lesson..after awhile,i couldn't stop myself from looking at him again and sure enough,he was doing something nasty again o_0... he was like using force,biting his thumb nail..but i didn't see him spit out anything so my guess is that he ate the nail or he was eating the dirt from under his nail!! Leftover lunch maybe? now that i've 'registered' his face in my head i solemnly swear that i will never ever let him touch me or come near me!

HOW COULD SOMEONE BE SO DAMN DISGUSTING?!?! when i told me mum that,she laughed,shrugged it off and said 'dutch kids are like that..' wth? i'm dutch too but you dont see me doing that! i think she meant the real real dutch..white dutch haha

i wanted to slap someone upside down and inside out today!!! i was sooooo mad. Hmm..dont wanna talk about it anymore but let's just say that that 'friend' isn't my friend anymore.
oh and note to self: don't bother doing anything for management and organisation anymore,no point.

post is longer than i expected..finally meeting up with my baby tomorrow! miss him like crazy
haha a date! a date! dating!! haven't done that for so long..but i hope the weather won't fail on us though..it has been raining all week already...

-whenyou'reholdingmetightinyourarms

badluckkkk

2008-09-29T20:54:00.003+02:00

Geez, my luck is like damn bad haha... ok girls and guys, my phone is spoilt!
It went off and on and off and on by itself the whole time ahahaha
sooooo i cant upload pics and now i'm using my 2nd phone...which is like super old and used to be super hot hahah the nokia 3310!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOO (NOT)

It's so heavy that i cant walk straight ok?! Well, i couldnt stop laughing when the old 3310 started ringing once i transferred my sim card. monotone or something hahaha complete with composer to compose your own ringtone HAHAHA.

I love the game snake! Actually this 3310 is one of the best phones of all time! i've like dropped it so many times and its still working! bantumi is fun too and i still have the picture messages i once received from uhm..yeah guys haha. lol lol lol mick,dont get jealous k?

BY THE WAY: HAPPY 9 MONTHS BABY!! loveyalots!

Weekend was nice! went to Rotterdam and had fun with bb. he was so sweet,but i dont wanna share that with anyone but myself *nanana sticks out tongue* saturday night ended with drinking white bubbling wine (canei) in a champagne glass together,on the couch while watching muay thai haha.
Didn't like to watch that though..mick laughed at me when i told him that i used to watch WWF (world wrestling federation for the noobs who dont know) ahhh the good old times,right jacq?! we (vi,jacq and me) were such fans and we had so much time on our hands that we even made wrestling title belts ourselves hahahaha that was so much fun..

Sometimes i wonder why i was never bored when i was young..it seems that when you're young, everything is fun etc.. i always had something to do...and when i started to become a teen, i got bored hahaha not that i dont have anything to do now,i have plenty,but i just don't feel like it. studying,for example...so i end up being bored..weird huh..

At my age, all i can do is like go shopping,movies,travel,eat and sleep.. not so many choices...=(
ok enough typing for today, off to study and sleep...i'm so tired and it's so cold!BBRRR

-iamawomaninlove ^^

found it!

2008-09-23T19:39:00.003+02:00

WWWOOOOOHHHOOOO I FOUND MY CALCULATOR!!

some kind soul found it and gave it to the lady in charge of the school 'library' (mediatheek)
thank you whoever you are!

short post this time,im tired and i've been walking/zombie-ing around the whole day with a huuugggeee headache T_T i'm so sick.. and my right eye is swollen again -_- why is is that i stay home from school when i'm not sick and actually go to school when i really am sick?! ohmygawdd!!

off to bed now for studying and sleeping ^^

-whenmelissacries..

lostmycalculator!

2008-09-22T19:35:00.002+02:00

I LOST MY (super expensive) CALCULATOR!!! *cries and wails*
i really have no idea where i left it,i actually don't even remember taking in out of my bag so i guess it must have dropped? but if i dropped it i would have heard it drop, wouldn't i?

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH my mum is gonna kill me

shit damn i really hate losing things

oh and i bumped my head yesterday T_T 1 word to describe it: OUCH
so painfull that tears were welling up in my eyes and i wouldnt let the tear drop out of my eye cause i wasn't wearing waterproof mascara and eyeliner HAHAHA

Anyway,short post for today,i'm so tired....didn't sleep well last night. Wont be sleeping well tonight either cause i think i'm gonna think of my calculator that was 110 euros. Ridiculous price for a calculator isn't it?!

-itriedtosleepbuttheclockwasstuckonthoughtsofyouandme

Beauty weekend

2008-09-21T14:41:00.004+02:00

Tarzan was GREAT! Everyone (ma,vi,mick,jeff,chan and me) enjoyed it..well..Chandan not as much as us though. Too bad that Chantal Janzen stopped,she's pregnant so she cant go on playing jane..

Tarzan had a...uhmm cant find a word to describe..an incredible body! Those muscles..o_0
Glad to see that mummy enjoyed the musical too,was a lil afraid at first,scared that she couldn't understand it as it was a dutch musical. Not that she can't understand dutch though..just not that good.

Went to eat at Rotterdam after that..Arrived around 12,ate and mickey brought us home. Poor baby..he came all the way from Rotterdam with the train to breda,took the family car and drove to oosterhout to pick us up to Scheveningen where the musical took place. Then he brought us back home, drove back to breda to give the car back and was supposed to take the train back to Rotterdam. When he reached his fam home, his dad was already asleep so he was stuck in Breda plus he still had school in Amsterdam the next morning!!

Felt so guilty and loved at the same time.. thanks baby for the nice evening though!

I had been messing with my make-up stuff this weekend haha....and....i tried it out on my sis. MUAHAHA! she looks good ok! Her small eyes are so huge now.. She's pretending thats she hates it. Anyway..i was doing her make-up when her friend Naomi came along and watched me..then we were discussing how ugly vi's hair was and she defended herself by saying she needed a haircut so Naomi came up with the idea of straightening her hair muahahaha. complete make-overed =) It's so good to have a lil sis to try things on hahahaha

Anyway so i messed with my own hair just now and now we're the complete opposite. She has straight hair and i have curls. FYI, my sis has natural curls and i have straight hair. did my nails yesterday too,looks pretty cool as usual hehe. Mum was watching me, trying to steal some techniques..She actually liked my cursl! now i gotta figure out how to tie it up or something cause i gotta work later! Tata! Pics coming up soon...i'm too lazy and busy now =)

-i hate the word 'binnenkort' as of now

wonderful weekend!

2008-09-15T19:57:00.005+02:00

had i wonderful weekend!! Went to baby at rotterdam on friday and stayed the whole weekend! Lots of quality time spend together! ^^ Well..i was supposed to reach the train station in rotterdam at 19:10, mickey would wait for me and we would walk home together.. So i left house at 17:35 to catch the 17:45 bus...it came at 17:55 (melissa is kinda pissed off for waiting 20mins in the RAIN)

Finally reached breda because oosterhout is too dumb to have a train station..bought my ticket and walked towards the train..saw ALOT of people...looking confused so went to check out what the hell was going on..there were some technical problems!! Went onto the train anyway..then people started saying that the train was going to another direction,so went off..the board said ' fast train to amsterdam' so i got back into the same train again...

After awhile,there was an announcement saying that the train would be going as a 'stop-train' that means it'll pass those other stupid villages that are lucky enough to have a train station..and yeah, it'll be SLOW. Oh and that the train would not be going any further than 'Dordrecht' (melissa getting real darn pissed)

called mickey on the way,he ensured me that there would be a shuttle bus or something to take me to Rotterdam..reached Dordrecht and looked around for busses,no busses..looked at the information board that was working and saw 'fast-train amsterdam 19:22' looked at my watch and it said: 19:21
SHITTTTTT ran like some mad women and made it just in time! phew! Adding to all this misery, i had a very very heavy bag cause i brought my schoolbooks along for monday. T_T

Reached rotterdam at last, and the time spent was all worth it ^^

Can you believe that going to school from Rotterdam is just as fast as going to school from my place in oosterhout?! Rotterdam is another provence for god's sake! I cant wait to see the musical of Tarzan on thursday!!!

Oh btw,TOLD YOU SO!! waited at the doc's for 15mins..went inside the room,doc told me it was probably an allergy and prescribed me eye drops. 1 fcking minute! oh and on top of that,he told me to get a blood test for allergy at the hospital hahahaha totally as i predicted!

HAHAHA you know when you're asian when...
(credits soompi forums)

You live in Asia.
You look at your friend and see that he has the same HAIRCUT as you.
You tap on the table when someone is pouring you tea.
People start yelling Ni Hao Ma?
People think you're Chinese no matter what part of Asia you are truly from.
At a restaurant, you order a delicious glass of water for your beverage and NEVER order dessert.
Your family always cheers for the Asian athlete on TV.
Your parents will get you into places 50% off by saying you are 12 when you are really 15.
Your parents enjoy comparing you to their friends' kids.
Your non Asian friends ask you how to curse in your language, to curse to other Asians.
Your relatives' houses smell either like mothballs or medicine.
You have rocks, sticks, leaves, and other strange smelling stuff in your medicine cabinet.
Your parents owns a store like a restaurant.
You ask your parents for help on a math problem and 2 hours later they are still lecturing.
You've learned to keep bargaining even if the prices are rock bottom.
You've eaten parts of animals they don't even put in hot dogs.
You have painful memories of the feather duster.
You dress like all your Asian friends.
You get nothing when you do well in school, but you get crapped on when you don't.
You have about 12 or more Aunts or Uncles.
You have tiles in at least 2 rooms in your house.
Your family owns Asian Cars (Toyota).
You have woven mats in your house.
You shop at a Local Asian Market.
Your family takes pictures everywhere they go.
Your dad has the same haircut he had when he was a child.
You see lots of Karaoke videos with phony girls in them.
Nothing matches in your house.
You have a box of noodles in your house.
You have a bucket full of rice in your pantry.
You own some kind of Video Game Machine.
All your little girl relatives have the same hair style.
You are usually taller than your parents once you reach puberty.
You tell your parents your crisis period and they always have a story to tell you about the same situation they had been through when they were your age.
You have a pair of sandals.
You have had the hairstyle where you part it in the middle or still have it (Mainly for Males).
Your parents or grandparents own a garden.
You only have Asian doctors/dentist.
You either know how to speak your language or don't.
You make fun of your parents when they speak English.
Your parents like to gamble

ghahaha just kiddingggg

p.s. my nose was bleeding today!!! T_T first time in holland*rollseyes and remembers that fateful night in singapore*

iloveyou

swollen eye!

2008-09-09T14:27:00.004+02:00

MY EYE IS SWOLLENNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

poor me! made an appointment with the doctor this morning. I bloody hate the receptionist! She was like ohh its full today,and yours is not that urgent.. you can only come on thursday or friday and call tomorrow to make the appointment.
My head was thinking NO FUCKING WAY! you're gonna make an appointment TODAY! so i said it is urgent!!!! i cant see! HAHAHAHAHAHA that did it. 'ok, today at 16:25?' i was thinking 'yeah right....full huh' take that sucker!

i think i just have an allergic reaction..i only don't know what. my eye wasnt swollen from the outside but inside!! scared the hell out of me last night! i cant explain how it looked like. the doctor will probably be done with me within 5minutes,as always.. or within 2minutes by saying that i need to go to the hospital for a blood test. yeah that will probably be it. you singaporeans can't believe it right?! hahaha and worse of all is when you've gone through all the procedures the doctor will say something like yeah..its nothing. ppfff

baby is coming tomorrow! i cant wait! havent seen him for 9days, new record!
Had dinner with my godgrandma,dad,their kids and jan, mummy,vi last monday.. Delicious dinner at the hague! Long ting or something like that.

pics!

coffee when i went shopping with my lil sis

hmmmm yummyyy

double yummy

my eye..looks scary huh! i opened it for a better view

hahahah pic from italy that i just got recently

-loveyoumorethanicansay

2008-09-07T01:51:00.003+02:00

so here i am blogging at 2am..i can't sleep,the 'clock' inside me is fucked up(i woke up at 8:30am this morning and forced myself back to sleep muahahah) AND i think i'm getting sick :(( All due to the sudden change of weather here!! AARRGGHH

Anyway, first week of school has passed....i think i have 23 more weeks to go then. 23 weeks to finish everything that i have to know for the final exams. Well, the new school is just like my old one except that more than 50% of the pupils here smoke. bleh. this school is much smaller too, teachers are better and hmm..dunno.

not that happy with my timetable...3 days in a week from 8:45am till 4:45pm. 6+ before i get home and everyday waking up at 6:30am doesn't really please me either. I'm really NOT a morning person! ohwell, i spend my time sleeping in the bus. It sucks that the lockers aren't ready yet..my back is gonna break soon. it hurts.Lots of stuff to do too. i'm so tired after school..

i think the worse and toughest thing at the moment is that i won't see mickey that often anymore. T_T can't do anything about it. i'm used to seeing him at least a few times a week and this whole 8 or 9 weeks of holiday, we've been together every day and night. He's back to studying too,for his master's certificate. Haven't seen him for a week now, i think we'll have a new record soon.. nothing positive about it though. miss him so much.. 7 to 8 more months of school for the both of us..just 7more months and hopefully i'll be done. Just gotta hang on till then i guess. what to do. *sighs*decides to sigh again*

Dated with yuki today! haven't seen her in such a long time! Wanted to go to our usual hangout @'croissanterie' but it was closed!!! went to 'petit paris' instead. we both had soup and a salad..it was yummy but i prefer food at croissanterie hehe. anyway...talked about everything under the sun, shopped for awhile and went to yuki's place after that for more gossiping hahaha.

I cleaned my room today! it's quite spacious now but i'm dying from the dust here. it's too late to vacuum without the neighbours hating me,you see. ok i think i'm gonna sleep now.. getting a headache... T_T i promise to upload pics soon!

- allbymyself

2008-08-29T23:23:00.003+02:00

AAAARRRRGGGHHHH my laptop is still spoilt!!!!! using mickey's lappie now ^^
starting school on monday and i'm already dreading it even though i havent been to school yet. I thought i had to start school on 25aug'08 but the friday before that, still no letter received from school (i sent an email on thursday). So i decided to call,only to discover that no one was at the office. The person that picked up the phone was from another 'school' She told me that if i didnt receive a letter by saturday, i wasnt expected at school. (YESSS)

Saturday morning came and the whole family and mickey were having a delicious breakfast when i saw the postman. Ran to the door and yeah,there it was. The letter.
I started cursing and they were laughing..when i opened the letter they told me i was expected for introduction on the 28th and 1st day of school was 1 sept'08. WOOOHHOOOO Vivian hated her life after hearing that.

BUTTTT unfortunately,1sept is coming so soon! i have 7 months to finish 2years worth of knowledge. GEEZ i think i'm gonna die. freaking 7 months! 24 weeks to be exact.
So i think i won't be blogging frequently anymore =(

PARIS tomorrow!! AGAIN...^^
oh and speaking of travelling, i just wanted to say that during the trip in spain..when i was sleeping,mickey was there to hold my head straight HAHAHA cause he said that i'll hurt my neck if i sleep to a side. ^^ Awww...anyway,just to record it down.

we'll (baby,jeffrey and chuen,me) be going shopping and after that vietnamese food before coming back. It's gonna be a long day so i think i'm going to sleep now. Au revoir!

-iwillsurvive

Back!!

2008-08-21T13:11:00.001+02:00

I'M BACKKKKKK

The trip was so nice! I went to Barcelona, Madrid, San Sebastian and Paris! ^^Y My lappie is still spoilt but i'm on baby's lappie now..waiting for my pizza and hot wings to arrive ^^ Spain is goooood and cheap haha. We bought 8L water for €0.85!!! oh oh oh and we had chinese buffet for €9 hahahaha

The 15 hour drive to Barcelona went quite smooth..Paid our ass off each time we went through the tollbooths in France. reached our hotel at around 11:15pm Tired!!

First day in Barca was hot hot hot!! Mickey forced me to take the cablecar (i'm kinda afraid of heights) and i must admit that the view was beautifull. Come on,the cablecar was shaking and making weird noises,scary man!

Went to La Rambla after that, the shopping district of Barcelona. There were human statue's and i liked the guy sitting on a toilet the most haha oh and the plastic guy was quite nice too. Had Paella for dinner but it wasnt that good.

beautifull

a fake bull at the top of a hill

Barcelonaa

the view

i was so scared in the cablecar!

scenery

8 liters!

prove haha

the coolest market in the world

drooling...

o_0

vegetarian paella

ghahaha

HAHAHA mr big 6

We enjoyed ourselves at the beach the next day! It was peaceful untill women walked around saying 'hola, massage?' the whole time and men were like 'beer,cocacola,fanta!!' and 'coconut? coconut?' GEEZ~!! Left the beach at around 2 and went back to the hotel for a shower..went to gothica after that,not interesting then we proceeded to la rambla again.

beachhhhh

this plastic man is way cool

ESCALATOR!!

Unfortunately, it wasnt that sunny when we went to the beach the next day..Decided to leave early and walked around for 2 and a half hours straight in the bloody hot sun. I was mad at Mickey cause my feet were hurting and it was too hot haha. Saw the La Sangrada Familia or something,a church. Then we went to the tower of Aghbar, which kinda looked like a dick..The shopping centre across the tower was nice! We had the €9 buffet there and mind you, the food they had was decent! mussels and chicken wings and they had the meehoon that you can get from hawker centres in the morning in SG! totally miss Singapore =(

La Sangrada Familia by Gaudi

Tower of Aghbar

the shopping centre nearby

Before heading off to Madrid,we visited FC Barcelona. Entrance fee was a whopping €17 but it was worth seeing the stadium ^^ Baby drove for the next 7 or 8 hours to Madrid after that. Arrived at around 10pm.

FC Barcelona

panorama

the museum thing

First day of Madrid! It was hot and it was 'Melissa day'!! Baby thought it would be fun to visit the gay district there,called Chueca...but when we arrived,there was nothing to see ahaha. it was full of gay bars and the streets smelled of urine.iiiiieeewwwll. We walked around and realised we arrived at Sol just a few subway stations away..Sol is the shopping district there. We let ourselved be drawn there,it was so embarrassing,so many people were watching -_-' (at the beginning there was nobody) walked around in a park afterthat and then we went to a mall called Madrid2 and shopped around there ^^ My Melissa day ended with a nice massage and..

melissa day!!

tadaaam

It was really hot the next day and it was our last day in Madrid. We visited El Rasto, a really, really huge 'market place' except,they were not selling any market things. It's like a very big pasar malam except that it is during the day, till 3pm. Visited the Real Madrid stadium too but we didnt take the tour as we already did at FC Barcelona. Oh and baby got cheated of 10bucks, fucking bitches claiming to be from unicef. Unicef my big fat ass!! I got irritated after that haha and we didnt have anything planned so we decided to go to Ventas, where the bullfight stadium was located. When we arrived,we found out that there was a match at 7pm and the cheapest tickets were only €4,50 half in the sun,half shade. We decided to watch as we werent planning to visit Madrid in the near future. After a 3hour wait, the match started. Had tapas in the meantime and shopped.. Anywayyyyy i think it is absolutely not fair to the bull!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 bull against 6 people or more. PLUS they weakenend (and angered) the bull by stabbing it before killing it at the end. In 2 hours they killed 6 bulls. 1 bull almost knocked down the wooden fence hahaha i was hoping it would. Hoping that the bull would and could hit the one that was stabbing it, so that the person would fly so high into the sky. hmmpf.ok just kidding... FYI, it didnt happen.

El Rasto

Real Madrid Stadium

Las Ventas~!

Left for Paris early in the morning and stopped by San Sebastián. The beach was BEAUTIFULL!! Unfortunately,the weather wasn't that good. The sea was so blue and the waves were darn high. Mickey dragged me to go into the sea with him and i gotta admit that it was fun...untill we underestimated a super huge wave. Well, i didnt see it coming and i completely got knocked down by it -_-"

Well,after our little break baby drove for another 7hours and we reached paris at 1am. Crappy hotel i must say,but it was only 1 star and it was ok for 1 night...at least it was clean. Had noodle soup for dinner with kimchi flavour but it wasnt tasty at all :(

san sebastian

Paris was ok..not that interesting anymore because it's the 4th time there. The highlight of the day was the vietnamese noodles we ate. SO YUMMY!!! it's called Phó. Ohwell,this holiday was wonderfull,school is starting next monday -_-'

the da vinci codeeee

arc de triomphe

if you ever go paris....

hmmmmm...

yummy!

Finally done with this long post,took me a few days -_-"

dontwannagobacktoschoolllll

2008-08-01T19:52:00.002+02:00

waaaaaahhh im sick.and i dont know what ive got. poor me....woke up feeling dizzy so decided to sleep more..till about 1plus ahaha then wanted to throw up...i hate throwing up and yeah im freaking scared to throw up..but ok,luckily i didnt have to.

im off to barcelona,madrid and paris on monday! back around the 12th i think. mickey is gonna drive 13hours straight to barcelona...he's mad. he wont let me drive either cause he said that only people with experience was allowed hahahah not that i want to anyway. scared of those road/highway robbers in spain! read something about gettig robbed in spain last week.it will be just the 2 of us cause jeff backed out. he didnt want to play gooseberry and we couldnt find another person who wanted or could go with us.anywayyyyy im super looking forward to the trip!

Off to watch the mummy later...at 2345 -_-' so late! im sick for gods sake. insensitive men.hahaha just kidding,ok stopping now,this keyboard is irritating.

- iwannaeatspareribs

2008-07-24T21:51:00.007+02:00

Bomberman is freakin awesome!

i've been gaming(wii) with the nerdo's for the past few days, for hours(*cough*whole day)
till our hands were hurting hahahahaha omg.
Anyway,it's an awesome feeling when you blow up the person who has the most stars and steal it at the very last few seconds muahahaha oh and then proceed to be the winner...
Or!or!or! when you win by 1 star
ORRRR just when you win ^^y
pics frm Luxembourg will be posted some other time, lappie is spoilt -_-"

-what's next?

SATC

2008-07-16T12:58:00.003+02:00

Finally caught SATC yesterday...hehe surpisingly there were still quite alot of people there even though the movie was out at the cinema a month ago or something. I thought it was niceeeee ^^ I'm so in love with the bags and shoes haha
Watched SATC with Yi,prior to that,we went shopping and had Mac haha.

It wasn't dark yet when the movie was finished and we didnt know what to eat so decided to go to yi's place and cook instead..korean instant noodles!! yummy yummy
my special one picked me up at 11 ghehe was chatting and forgot the time while doing so..

-boredtodeath

Luxembourg

2008-07-15T14:30:00.004+02:00

Luxembourg was great! Anywhere with mickey is great anyway..hehe
Well...1 day was enough cause there wasnt much to do. The scenery is very very nice though ^^ will upload the pics another time cause im not at home now. Oh,the hotel was a 4 star hotel..well...my ass. i think it was more of a 3star.

caught Hancock yesterday with my special one,bozan and vivian(another vivian) Quite a nice movie,worth watching. After the movie we went for karaoke and drinking. The 2 guys were drunk at the end of the evening.. -_-'

By the way, i checked the books that i need for the next semester/schoolyear..and that was a freaking 600euros altogether. *eyes pops out* 588euros to be exact. I so hope that i'm wrong.

- blablabla

BOREDDDD

2008-07-09T23:48:00.003+02:00

Ciao!

I cant believe that i'm feeling bored! I mean,when i have things to do, í will complain about all the things that i have to do and that i need my rest..and when i have my quiet time for my own, i'm bored to death! Soooo i end up pigging out. I ate a whole pack of melba toasts with potatosalad and finished the nacho cheese bugles that my mum was eating last night. -_-' Junkfood,another weakness of mine.

Anyway,talking about food, i had a scrumptious meal on Monday night! A restaurant in Den Haag,i think its called Cheung Wing or something like that. There were 12 of us and we had roasted pig!! There was shark's fin soup too..i think the way shark fins are obtained is kinda cruel..But ohwell, we do have to eat i guess..and maybe it was fake shark's fin soup but i doubt it. We had like 10 dishes! yum yum. We had greenbean soup for dessert..i miss the almond lychee dessert from Singapore!!! I'm so homesick.

I'll be going to Luxembourg with Mickey on Friday!!! ^^
We'll be staying there for 1night. Back on Saturday night if I'm not wrong.
I'm so looking forward to it! Finally some time just for us alone :)

pic i found online

from mickeyyyyy <3

nice pic to end this post muahaha

why arent you here yet...?

HOLLYWOOD,SPORTSDAY etc

2008-07-06T21:25:00.006+02:00

Hmm..lost interest in blogging lately. Last friday was sportday and it sucked haha.
okay,it was kinda fun....till Stijn (own teammate for god's sake) kicked a football right in my face. HARD. Oh and for your information..Stijn is like close to 1.90m tall and i am standing at 1.57 hahahaha. Had ice on my face for an hour and i was lucky that i didnt have a blue and swollen eye after that. Will post those pics as soon as i get them from Joy. Oh yeah, We WON ^^ Oh yeah,our team name was De 6 vrienden en Nienke. Translation: The 6 friends and nienke LOL xD

Saturday wasnt that interesting,we were supposed to go Antwerpen for a movie but that didnt happen,which quite pissed me off. >_<
Ended up playing pool @ Breda and having Mac for supper.

Sunday was 6months with my special one!! We just lazed around the whole day till i had to work haha.

Monday not interesting

Tuesday...had to hand in schoolbooks,had lunch with Nienke and chilled at her house before we went to Merijn's place for poker!

Wednesday..Rotterdam with Shelly, i bought a trenchcoat and shel nothing haha. We had sushi for dinner at Sumo and it was super yummy!! Caught a ride back home with Mickey and when we arrived,he had a surprise for meeeee ^^
It was uhmmm..a thingy with drawers which i wanted to buy for my clothes..i thought he bought the white one but when i opened it up, it was PINKKKK muahaha loveitloveit!
and him too of course,but not as much at the moment cause we had an argument just now..will make/upload the pic as soon as i tidy up my room

Stayed at home the next day to iron all my clothes and fill up the drawers^^

Picked up my reportcard early in the morning on Friday...bought green lenses hahahha,i look kinda weird but gotta get used to it i think.lazed around till i had to work and then off to Rotterdam. Went to I Love Asia @ Hollywood and it was fun! Had a few jugs of Sangria with super long straws,drank that with like 10people at once haha.Had other drinks too but im lazy to list it and its not interesting.Made a few new friends and i was talking, playing scissors,paper,stone and drinking with strangers hahahaha i think we reached home at around 6 in the morning...my feet were hurting like hell.

Slept for like 4 hours before heading to Breda,then back to Rotterdam again and i had KFC. It was super delicious...and here i am back in Oosterhout today and now i'm going to have my dinner cause i'm starving. Don't mind the punctuation and lack of capital letters and lack of emotion toned haha. Don't feel like typing correctly/nicely at the moment.

Team members

my polished nail with bling ^^

Cocktail at café Breakaway..Singapore Sling was their cocktail of the week!
I had that of course..

Green contacts...and dont mind me looking funny

boys will be boys

grouppic..well...Guang was missing

Mickey and Bozan

^^

sweet

make up time!! eyeliner and lipgloss muahaha it was a dare btw

the game was called 'i'll do it if you will'

Photo moment

- hungryhungryhungry

2008-06-25T12:20:00.002+02:00

The Bottom Line
Your hopes and wishes are your own -- you cannot ever let them be defined by others.

In Detail
Your goals, your wishes, and your hopes are your own -- you cannot let them be defined by pressures from other people, especially your boss. If you aren't hungry for that corner office, then why pretend that you are? The extra effort will only make you miserable, and there will be no payoff at the end. Remind yourself why you chose the path you chose, and stop focusing so much on a dollar figure. Happiness has nothing to do with a paycheck. It has to do with following your heart.

so true...and im sooo looking forward to the holidaysssss!! just 1 more exam day and 1 more sportsday. I'll catch up on my korean/taiwanese dramas and movies!! any reccomendation?

-anewbeginning